''Isabella Swan ,you are condemned to death for the murder of James platter.. do you have any last words to say for yourself?'' the judge finished his words with rather solemn face, as if he himself was not convinced with this verdict, well it was a death sentence after all, the harshest sentence of all. Death sentence…I can't believe how I got here..but you know where the strange part is? Here I was standing in the court , being condemned to death..and all I could think about was ..him..i could not help but let myself smile a little at the thought about him…he was my everything…and all what I was doing here was in order to save him. I was giving him the chance to live his life .. the way he should after all the heartache he went through..i knew that my the price was my own life..but I could not bring myself to regret anything I did..he was worth it..and with that very thought I found my peace..

''Isabella Swan..i repeat, do you have anything to say? You have not said a single word to defend yourself..any last words before I dismiss this court?'' the judge said again pulling me out of my thoughts..i looked up and I saw the sympathy lying behind the professional mask he was wearing on his face..as if he knew what I was doing..what I was sacrificing..but the thing is ..i did not consider what I was doing as a sacrifice.. it was..i did not know what to call it..you could say it was a rescuing mission..well that was the closest description I could think of considering the situation I was in..

''No sir, I have nothing to say'' I finally answered the judge, and with my calm answer ,all the eyes in the room were about to pop out from shock and surprise..i guessed they have not seen anyone so calm and peaceful after a death sentence..well I was not that attached to my life after all so there was no surprise coming from me.

''Well then, the death sentence should be held tomorrow morning ..this court is dismissed'' the judge said announcing the end of the court..and my life as well..

I got up and I instantly felt two sets of hands holding me..and another set putting handcuffs on my wrists..i was quietly heading towards the exit of the court when I heard sweet voice shouting my name with agony, I turned around and saw Alice staring back at me and her face was drenched with tears..it hurt to see her this way..she always had this full of life and happiness face..no one made Alice crumble or fall apart…she has always been strong..nothing could dampen her spirit..but I guessed I did and it hurt more than I could possibly imagine…still no matter what..i would never regret anything I did..because I knew it was my only way to fix what has been almost broken..

I looked into her bright blue eyes..for what I thought the last time and smiled

''Alice, please don't cry..if this was the last time I see you, I would love to see your bright beautiful smile..you know how much you mean to me Alice..you have never been just a friend..you are my sister ..the sister I never had..i love you and I want you to forgive me..i know that one day you will understand..because if you were me, you would have done the same..take care of yourself and Jasper..and live your life Alice .. don't let anything bring you down..you are strong and you always will be'' I did not realize that the tears were streaming down my face while I was talking to Alice..it was our goodbye..and I wanted to tell her everything I wanted to say to her before I leave this world. She was sobbing hard by now while shaking her head and chanting ''no'' through all my words..i knew it was hard for her..but hell..it was hard for me too..i would not be able to see her again..i would not be able to see HIM..i would not be able to touch him..to talk to him…to look into his deep emerald eyes and get lost in them..i would not be able to ..to tell him how much I love him..my only hope was for him to understand ..to forgive me for letting go..i would have never let go if it was not for him..

''Why Bella..please tell me why..why are you doing this..why did not you defend yourself when you had the chance…damn..WHEN DID YOU BECOME SO SUICIDAL?WHY DID NOT YOU TELL THE TRUTH..WHY? for God's sake Bella ,you are innocent you did not do it..how could you throw your life as if it meant nothing to you?'' Alice screamed at me while following me and the policemen out of the court hall...

I stared up into her eyes..and she stared back..her once frantic eyes slowly changing as she took in the look in mine..and suddenly her look changed from once frantic into shock, doubt, unbelieving, sadness and then bitter understanding..i knew that now she knew, I smiled again through my tearful eyes and said '' I told you Alice ..if you were in my place, you would have done the same'' she froze in her place where she was standing..and the tears streamed down her face silently..i kept walking with the policemen till we reached exit gate where I would get in the car that would get me to the state prison where I would spend my last night in my prison…and in my life..

Well what can I say…this is my first story..soo I really need your opinion AND support…tell me if you wanted me to continue..i would love your criticism..and if you said my way of writing sucks tell me..i welcome every kind of criticism..but remember this is my first story ever…thanx for reading anyway..whether you reviewed or not