Lately I've done A LOT of reviewing for all of my favorite stories.

And I suddenly started to feel the courage of writing my own and actually posting it.

Disclaimer: I do not own Roxas and Namine.

Only the story. :D

Summary: Both Roxas and Namine are high school graduates, and live different lives in different cities. However, neither of them are dating. With Kairi sending Namine the link to the most used love-site, what would be the easiest and closest way to get in touch with someone and lie about what you look like at the same time?


bitter sweet symphony
[a roxas.namine fic]
a weird feeling that I can get far away from you.

My whole life, I've wondered what's my purpose.

Every day of my life was the same thing.

Nothing ever changed.

And nothing ever will.

If I could wish for anything in the world, it would be luck and a boyfriend...

But of course, me being me, I don't get anything. Just the same old two cents that get put in by my parents for telling me what I should start doing with my life now that I'm on my own.

Tap tap tap tap

Tap tap tap tap…

Click.

Message has been sent.

"Hope Kairi gets this message…"

I just finished high school, yet, why am I so unhappy still?

I'm a decent artist, I have the lucky trait of blonde hair and blue eyes... Despite looks, I'm a pretty down to earth person...

Wow.. that was deep...

Is it because I'm lonely? Possibly? Probably…

Nah.

That can't be the reason.

...

"Argh!" I slammed my fist on the computer table. I'm in my own body, I'm my own person and I still don't understand myself, even at the freaking age of 18! I feel like some bi-polar person who's been locked up in a bird cage all her life and has never been out once.

Which is probably another reason why I'm so pale... Curse my looks, dam-

"You've got mail."

I snapped out of my thoughts and instantly clicked the message that was sent to me. Seems like I only just sent it a minute ago.. Hmm… strange.

My sister was always the fastest at texting so...

Hey sis!,

I got your message. Ha. You're still the same old girl, even on the computer! Anyway, do you still remember Sora? We're kinda.. Dating now. I hope you don't mind. Remember how I said that it's never possible to find the person you're talking to on the computer in real life? Well, I guess that I was totally wrong! That corny love site actually works! Who knew? And, as a sister, I figured it's time for you to seriously stop being lonely… since mom and dad aren't living with us anymore and all… I hope you find happiness and I'll talk to you soon! Good luck!

-Kairi :)

I looked at the email over and over, I don't know how many time I read it now.

Maybe it's all in my head but… was my sister actually hinting that me, Namine, should start dating?

Jeez, I need to get out more.

Attached to the email was a link, the curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on it.

Oh god. No.

My reflexes kicked in and instantly I moved the cursor to the 'X' button until I was reminded of something I have been questioning all these times in my life.

'Why am I so unhappy?' Every girl should have a right to be happy, right?

With a smile, I decided to look through the site, not knowing what it's purposes where.

Maybe… maybe my life would change around after all.

Thank you Kairi.


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Sorry this chapter is so short...

It's my first story and your opinions count!

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