Disclaimer: I don't own any characters, Veronica Mars or the song.
This is a song-fic one-shot. It's Logan's POV when he goes to Veronica at the end of Season 1. The song is 'you're not alone' by Saosin because I think the lyrics go well with Logan's feelings.
Logan's POV
How could he? How could he…-how could she?
I knocked on the door; I had nothing. When I woke up on the bridge, there was one place I wanted to be, one place i needed to be, with her. And then I heard it on the radio, 'Aaron Echolls-charged with murder'. Why? Why Lilly? How could he?
I know I didn't kill him. The PCHer. I mean i would have remembered it, right? I can't go to prison now, i need to be with her. It didn't matter now anyway...
He says he's got nothing left to live for, he says he's got nothing left
Veronica opened the door, 'I was hoping it would be you.' I took her in, her beauty both blatant and subtle, fully realising how much she meant to me, how much I took her for granted, how much I needed her with me. She looked different: relieved, after all Lilly's killer was locked up. How could he? I tried to smile but it hurt too much both physically and emotionally and she couldn't see me.
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is her
'Logan?' Her voice sounded worried but exhausted. All I wanted to do was hold her, cry with her, be with her. She could obviously see the result of the PCHers attack.
I didn't blame her for it, she did what she thought was right. I could never blame Veronica, whatever I may actually say to her, however angry, there is so much more behind those words; love. I love Veronica Mars and I don't know how to tell her or If I can, I lose everyone I love: Mom, Lilly, I couldn't lose Veronica. I couldn't bear to lose someone else like I did them. Not her.
You can make it out, You will live to tell
I layed in her lap trying my hardest not to cry, Don't make her feel guilty. I held her. I didn't want to let go, not ever. She was all I had left and that's when I realised it.
You're not alone
A/N: I know it's a bit crappy but i wrote sort of a draft of it a while ago. I know perhaps the style of speech isn't very Logan-y but i wanted to get across how I thought he felt.
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