Hey guys, I am so sorry to do this to the people who are on alert, but I have finally found the time (and inspiration) to edit my story. Hopefully it will make more sense now there are (hopefully) no grammatical and spelling mistakes. Please don't feel obligated to need to read this again.

To all those people who haven't yet read this story, I am glad that you have come to check it out. This is my first fanfiction ever and I am very proud of my attempt. It will be of mistakes now so please enjoy.

I do not write Disclaimers for every chapter so this is it. I do not own Twilight or any other books in Stephanie Meyers amazing series, but I will continue to use her awesome characters to make the ending that we all oh so wanted…

Chapter 1- At the cliff face

I looked down from the cliff face, not sure what I was going to do. I could hear his voice, he new what I was going to do. "Don't do it Bella, think of Charlie and what it would do to him. Don't do it." You left me! Was all I could think about, I love you. I swung my arms back, and rolled on my feet, prepared to jump. He was angry now, "Bella, stop right now!" He yelled. I smiled to myself, thinking of the life I could have had with him. Bella Cullen, a vampire, wife of Edward. I shuddered at the thought.

My thoughts wondered, I thought about Jacob. He had tried so hard to be the person I wanted to keep forever but being himself at the same time, always caring. I thought about a life with him. I could imagine me in a white dress and him in a tux, looking at me from under the archway, past the crowd and all the flowers. He would smile at me, his special smile, and the one I loved so much. Bella Black. Brown haired twins ran past when the scene changed. I could see a bit of me in them. My eyes, the ones I had inherited from my father. And then I could see my Jacob, his smile, his happiness, all mine…if I didn't jump off. The scene faded.

I wondered to myself, what would happen if I did jump off the cliff? The water at the bottom of the cliff looked really rough, perfect for killing myself in. But I didn't want to kill myself, just see him, hear him. Maybe hewas right. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to jump off today. I could wait. I could go back to Emily's and do it another day. Jake had promised he would take me cliff diving, and he hates breaking his promises, especially the ones given to me.

Jake was slowly healing the hole in my chest. He made me feel better, like me again. Maybe one day I could be the one he wanted. Not screaming every night, terrified of the nightmares I've been having, knowing there was no end or holding my stomach every time he was mentioned, or any of the Cullens' names, afraid it would fall out. It hurts to even think about it. I could be his girlfriend. He would love that, and so would I. One day, the pain would have nearly gone, I would be able to look into his eyes and say to him, 'I love you,' and mean it. I wanted to be that person, the one he wanted.