Disclaimer- Character looks not mine but the monologe is.
What's wrong with my life, devoid of intamacy. Trying to find where I went wrong in this haze of magic the world like a blur in front of my eyes. Life moves fast like a electric train, trying to keep up I need to find my kinky little scooter. Faster faster, fight the oppresser. Trying so hard to split me up. I ain't money, I'm not currency. I'm warm and cold and totally bored. Try to find a sense of normality in me. I spin I twist I scream and shout but you see me always still and silent. Lips like cherries skin like silk. I am jealous of myself yet I envy everyone. Trying to find the weird balance people have been talking bout. Where everything feels like it's right. Do you want to let me fall try to kill me sooner. I've got no need to try and find a balance when i've been gone so long. Send me your memories, let me feel your pain, fill me up till i explode again. Try to find the way I am don't say I just can. I want you to see me but i want to stay hidden from the storm, make me bleed like I want to and you, I want you...


Thanks for being bored enough to read this...