A/N; Okay so I love Kurtbastian. I always have done and I was going to wait until season 4 finished (or almost finished) to do this story but I just feel like I have to do it now after episode 4 because of Blaine. I just don't understand why he acted the way he did. I can understand if people don't see it the same way as me but I just think he went too far. When we first met Blaine in season 2 I hated him and then I grew to love him but because of season 4 episode 4 that hatred has just come back again. Now with that little rant over I'm going to do this Kurtbastian story, I'm going to set it sort of in the middle of season 3. So Kurt, Rachel and all those lot haven't graduated yet as I know what I want to do with this story.

Sebastian just sat in the Lima Bean with his usual drink, coffee with a shot of Courvoisier. He didn't understand what was wrong with him, normally he would be thinking about Blaine or about what to do next with the Warblers but not today. For some reason he couldn't bring himself to think of either of those things. Why was that? He just didn't know the answer to that. He then began to feel even more confused as he found himself unable to stop thinking about the one person who frustrated him more than anything, Kurt Hummel. Why couldn't he stop thinking about Kurt? Why couldn't he think about Blaine? Wasn't he in love with Blaine?
He then just looked up as he heard someone walk into the Lima Bean, a small smile came onto his face as he saw that it was Kurt and Blaine. Just seeing Kurt confirmed it. He loved him. But since when? Since when had he loved Kurt and not Blaine? Had he always loved Kurt, from the moment they met? He wasn't sure but he just knew that it was Kurt that he loved and not Blaine.

Kurt and Blaine then walked over to Sebastian's table and sat down after getting their drinks.
"Hey killer, how've you been? I haven't seen you around. I thought you would have come back to Dalton to see the Warblers but, there hasn't been any sighting of you since Regionals." He said to him, ignoring Kurt. He wasn't going to let on that he loved Kurt, he couldn't bring himself to. Maybe because he didn't want to love Kurt. Flirting and acting the way he normally did around Blaine would make it seem like he still wanted Blaine right?
"We've just been really busy practising for Nationals, together" Kurt replied back before Blaine had a chance to speak, emphasising the word together. That then made Sebastian turn his head to look at him. Why did Kurt have to speak? Because now Sebastian wasn't sure if he could look away from Kurt.
Thankfully Blaine then spoke, which made Sebastian turn his head to look at him.
"So what have you been up to? And how are the Warblers doing? It's a shame you didn't get through to Nationals. You guys were just amazing"
Sebastian just smiled "I've just been going to Scandals almost every night, looking for you but you never showed up so I ended up making out with a few random guys most of the time. And as for the Warblers, I think they're a little pissed about not getting through. Well all except Trent. He's just been acting weird" he said to Blaine.

"Weird isn't the word for the way he's been acting Sebastian" came the voice of Jeff from behind Sebastian. He turned around to see Jeff and Nick walking towards the table he was sitting at with Kurt and Blaine.
Nick then sat next to Sebastian and Jeff sat next to Nick.
"Hey guys, you doing okay?" Blaine smiled at them.
"Yeah we're great. Missing you though. The Warblers just isn't the same without Blaine Anderson" Nick smiled as he then glanced at Jeff who just smiled at him.
"What has Trent been doing that's more than weird anyway?" Kurt then asked.
Nick, Jeff and Sebastian all just looked at each other for a moment before Nick spoke
"He just gets a little drunk sometimes and just sits on the floor in the Warbler room crying. And he keeps saying that he misses you Blaine, saying that you're pretty and he misses you're pretty face and…..well last time he was drunk he started rambling about wanting to be with you or something"
Blaine just looked confused "That is weird. It doesn't really sound like Trent at all. I guess I'll have to catch up with you all sometime. And actually go back to Dalton to hang out with you all" he smiled.
Jeff then yawned and rested his head on Nick's shoulder, Nick then just smiled and wrapped an arm around Jeff. Jeff then just looked up at Nick, just as Nick looked down to look at him. The two of them just stared at each other for what seemed like ages before Jeff kissed Nick. After a few moments the two of them stood up and looked at Kurt and Blaine.
"I think we're just gonna….g-go. Me and Nick need some alone time" Jeff smiled as he then took a hold of Nick's hand and smiled at him before kissing him.

After Nick and Jeff left Blaine just smiled "Since when were they dating?" he asked Sebastian.
"Since a few days ago I think." Sebastian replied "About time right?" Sebastian smiled and then just winked at Blaine.
Kurt just sighed "I need another coffee" he said as he then got up. Once Kurt had left Blaine just looked at Sebastian with a serious look.
"What's with all the flirting Sebastian? I get that you like me but, I'm with Kurt. I love Kurt and I'm not going to leave him" he said to him.
Sebastian just looked slightly amused by what Blaine had just said "Let's get a few things straight. Kurt's too good for you, New Directions is a joke and the odds are by the end of the school year I'll have Kurt, a job in Broadway and you'll have another school year to try and get over Kurt" he then said with a small smile.
"Wait…..what? Since when did you even want Kurt?" Blaine said to him.
"Beats me but you'd better get used to it. I always get what I want and I want your boyfriend" Sebastian said with a smile "Say anything about this to anyone and I'll let slip about what happened that night at Scandals when you were drunk and Kurt wouldn't sleep with you"
Blaine was just about to protest when Kurt came back and sat down "What were you guys talking about?" he asked.
"Nothing, it doesn't matter" Blaine said with a frown as he then stood up "I have to go"
"What? Why?" Kurt said as he looked up at him and took his hand.
"I've got a few things I need to do that's all" Blaine replied as he turned away and walked out the Lima Bean.
"Is he okay? What did you do Sebastian?" Kurt said as he then looked slightly annoyed.
"I didn't say anything. Nothing to offend him anyway. He'll be fine, just forget about him for now" Sebastian smiled at him "I've got to head off but make sure you don't be a stranger. You might be irritating but your boyfriend is kinda hot" he said with a wink as he then stood up and left. Of course he thought that Kurt was hotter than Blaine but he wasn't going to say that.

As he watched Sebastian leave Kurt realised something. He'd felt something when Sebastian had winked at him. He was so confused. Did this mean he liked Sebastian? It couldn't mean that because he loved Blaine and he didn't want to hurt him. All he could do now was think about Sebastian. He kept thinking about his eyes, his smile, his smirk and that wink. As much as he wanted to, he couldn't stop thinking about Sebastian. He tried to make himself think about Blaine but he couldn't. What was wrong with him? Was he in love with Sebastian Smythe?

The next day Kurt walked into the McKinley choir room and walked over to Blaine who was already there.
"Why'd you walk out of the Lima Bean like that yesterday?" Kurt asked as he sat next to him.
"Because Sebastian was pissing me off" Blaine lied, he hated lying to Kurt but he didn't want Sebastian telling Kurt what had happened that night at Scandals. The reason he didn't want Sebastian to tell Kurt what had happened was because he had slept with him. He may have been drunk but he didn't want Kurt to find out and get hurt. He loved Kurt so much and never wanted to hurt him.
The choir room then filled up with the New Directions and they were followed by Mr Schuester.
"Right, this week's assignment is to find a song about betrayal and sing it as a duet with another member" Mr Schue said to the class and Brittany instantly put her hand up "Yes Brittany?"
"Does it have to be a real song? Because I could write one about Lord Tubbington betraying my trust by joining a gang and smoking" Brittany said with a serious look on her face.
Santana just looked to Brittany and smiled at her softly just like she always did.
Mr Schue just smiled at Brittany "It can be a real song or a song that you made up yourself. It doesn't matter what sort of betrayal it is as long as it is betrayal in some way. So I want you all to go away and find a song or write a song about betrayal and have one ready as soon as possible"
All the New Directions left the choir room but Kurt just stayed put and seemed to be daydreaming and not paying attention. Mr Schue just walked over to him "Kurt? Are you okay? Is there something the matter?" he asked him, feeling slightly worried just like he always worried about all of his Glee kids.
"I'm not sure. I'm just trying to work something out and I just get the feeling that there is something Blaine isn't telling me" Kurt replied as he looked up at Mr Schue.
Mr Schue just smiled at Kurt "Why don't you try talking to Miss Pillsbury about it? She might be able to help you out" he suggested which made Kurt smile and stand up.
"If she can't help then I guess no one can" Kurt mumbled before walking out of the choir room and heading towards Miss Pillsbury's office.

Kurt knocked on Miss Pillsbury's door and when she told him to come in he smiled and walked in.
"Kurt how can I help you?" Miss Pillsbury said flashing him a smile as he sat down in front of her.
"I'm just confused about something. About the way I feel and…..and I think there is something Blaine isn't telling me and I just don't know what to do about it" Kurt replied.
"Well you could always start by sitting down and talking to Blaine and tell him how you feel and he might open up to you and tell you if there is something bothering him, and if that doesn't work then you could always sing about it. I mean there must be a song about how you're feeling right now and you could sing that to him and that could work" Miss Pillsbury said to him, just hoping that she was helping him in some way.
"What should I do if I think I'm falling for someone else? Even though I still love Blaine?" Kurt then asked her.
Miss Pillsbury just took a small breath in before speaking "If you want my advice, and since you came here I'm guessing that you do, then you have to tell Blaine and this other guy and in the end follow your heart because it may be on the left side but it's always right"
Kurt just smiled and thanked Miss Pillsbury before standing up and walking out of her office. She was right. He had to tell Blaine that he thought he was falling for Sebastian but how could he tell Sebastian that. For a start Sebastian was after Blaine and secondly if he told Sebastian how he felt, wouldn't Sebastian just annoy him all the time about it and act like he'd never said anything?

Sebastian just sighed softly as he walked into French, 20 minutes late. He wasn't even looking at anyone, just at the floor.
The French teacher just looked up at Sebastian and sighed softly as he just sat down and looked at the table.
"Sebastian, you are 20 minutes late. You'd better have a good excuse" The French teacher said to him.
Sebastian just looked up and shook his head "I don't have an excuse, other than the fact that I just couldn't be bothered" he said with a small sigh.
The French teacher just rolled her eyes and went to help a student whose hand was up.
Trent just turned around and looked at Sebastian "You okay?" he asked him.
Sebastian just shook his head in reply and before Trent could speak again the French teacher told him to turn back around and get his work done.
"I will when I've found out what is wrong with Sebastian" Trent said to her as he then spoke to Sebastian "Tell me what's the matter please. I might be able to help, in some way"
Sebastian just shook his head "You can't help me Trent, just get on with your work or you're going to get into trouble. Never mind me" he said in reply.
"But I want to help you. I'm sure I can and even if I can't I'm a good listener" Trent then said.
"Trent and Sebastian will you both stop talking right now. Trent get on with your work and Sebastian get outside. First you're late and then you just sit and talk. I want you out of my classroom" the French teacher shouted.
"Fine by me. I don't really care about this stupid lesson anyway" Sebastian said as he got up and walked out.
The French teacher then just followed him out, that wasn't like him. Normally he would fight back and say he was sorry and try to convince her to let him stay in the classroom.
"Are you alright? Is there something bothering you?" She asked him, rather concerned about him.
Sebastian just looked at her "Like it matters. There isn't anything that I can do about it anyway"
"Just tell me and I might be able to help or give you some advice" the French teacher said to him with a smile.
Sebastian just sighed softly "What can you do? How can you help when I'm falling in love with someone I used to hate and his boyfriend is the guy that I used to be in love with? I don't even know what I can do, never mind what anyone else can do" Sebastian frowned.
"All you have to do is to tell this guy how you feel about him. Even if he doesn't feel the same its better to tell someone how you feel, than to just suffer in silence" she smiled as she then walked back into the classroom.
Sebastian just sighed and walked off, he wasn't sure where he was headed but he just wanted to get out of Dalton. He just wanted to go somewhere to get some time on his own. He thought of the Lima Bean, but if he went there he'd probably bump into some of the New Directions at some point and he couldn't be bothered with them right now. Not even Kurt.