Beck's POV
Outside seemed to last dark all saturaday long. It had been raining for the week, non stop. Jade must be in heaven. I wished that she would come over, I hadn't seen her all day, and I really needed to talk to somebody, no matter if she listened or not, She was somebody to tell how I really felt about this fucked up world. Somebody that I could be close to without getting all freaked out, wanting to make out with me. Somebody who wanted to be cuddled and not often kissed most of the time. I can't lie and say Jade and I havent had those, really heated make out where I only end up in my pants, or shorts, or whatever I'm wereing, because yes, we do get like that, not as much you think we would though. Yea, we made it obvious that we loved eachother, like, alot, Jade gives it away when she yells at other girls for something as small as looking at me.
A clash of thunder sent me flying out of my thoughts and onto the shaggy carpet on my floor. i felt the R.V shake a little. Damn, did I fall that hard? I guess so, but who cares. I looked around, nothing was broken, so I lightly shrugged and got up to clean up the tortured mess of Paiper I had scattered across my black see through desk, man, I loved that desk, I don't know why, I just did. After all my so-called doodles were piled up in a nice stack and shoved into my drawer, which I could see through, that was so cool, ha. i smirked at my childishness for being so in love with a see through desk, huh, sometimes I wonder. But whatever. I layed down on my bed to think some more about myself, and probly Jade, well actually, yeah, mostly about Jade.
She was always pushing people around 'cause she dosen't think I really, let's put it, trust her, humph, ha, well, she can think what she wants to because what she dosen't understand that I would never want anybody but her, I mean really? We have been dating for two years, or longer, I lost count at the two year annaversary, anyways, who would I be if I just tossed her to the side and started over? I'd be mental, thats who, I love her to much for that. This might be cheesy but she is the only thing that keeps me ali-
My thoughts were once again ruined by another crash of thunder, Really, c'mon man. But it wasn's just the crack of thunder, I loked back and ym door was open, the rain thudding in on my door and the carpet by my door. What? I had a feeling Jade was here. so, I ran to my door, not only expecting to see Jade but to close my the thing so I could get back to my peice session. I got there and seen her. Jade, it kind of brightend me up to be seeing her, and not just thinking about her. I grabbed her and ripped her inside and into my arms. Not giving two shits that she was sopping wet. i closed the door and brought Jade to my bed, I told her not to sit down and that I would be back with some clothes she had here for when she stayed over so that she would feel a little more comphertabal and not be so soked. I grabbed her casually black clothing and handed her them and told her to go change. She sweetly smiled, not have said anything that whole time and went to change. I loved her maby a little too much. I was like, obsessed with her, was that good? Maby, but anyways, I started thinking about my amazing Desk, again, ha, I was in such a good mood, thats when i realized why i loved that desk so much. Black was Jade's favorite color, and i could see right through her walls that she had built to keep people blocked out of her life, exept me. I just smiled and watched as Jade came over and sat by me.
"So, why'd you come so late, you could've come earlyer you know.." I said, tucking Jade's hair behind her ear. I loved that hair.
"Well, i sort of got caught?" She sheepishly said, looking at the ground then back at me.
"Jade, what did you do this time?" I asked knowing who she got caught by. it was obviously the po-po, or cops, again.
"Well, I was in the park, enjoying the rain, and this guy came along and was like, flirting with me, so I maby punched him and somebody called the cops and I was sort of taken to court and almost charged guilty for violence, or something untill the creepy guy realized that all of it was bull shit and they let me go, it was really stupid." She replyed, acting like nothing was wrong, but to me, it was a whole different story.
"Jade you need to maby calm down a little sometimes." I said, knowing the answer.
"Whatever." She said, laying down. Not hiding her tiredness, not that she would or anything...
"Are you staying here?" I asked.
"Yea, my dad's back, i don't want to deal with him for the night, but when he is gone, i'm going back, which maby will be tomarrow afternoon, so I will be here then." she replyed, tugging on my shirt to come lay with her.
"alright, sounds good." I said, laying down, looking back at my amazing see through desk.
"What is up with you and that desk, are you dating it to?" Jade laughed.
"It reminds me of you, Jade" I happily said, looking at her as she slowly cuddled into me.
"You are the cheesiest guy i have ever known" she chuckled, looking into my eyes.
"you know you like it, Babe" I laughed.
He hand went up my shirt and I felt her hand running up and down my stomach, she knew just how to make me fall asleep, and i hated her for doing that to me, especially when we were talking about something really important, but right now, she knew that I needed some reast. she was smart like that. and thats all i really remember thinking when I fell into that deep happy sleep.
