Authors Note: Ok so, it's been a very long time since i've uploaded anything. (Me being paranoid and all ^^;) This was inspired by my friends bugging me to finally put something up. i HOPE you all enjoy it.

Oh, and inspired by Florence and the Machine's "Howl" :)

And some Ludo :3

Disclamer: i DO NOT OWN anything relating to Nickelodion or Dan Schneider. (Or anything Victorious in General.) Oh and Florence's Song :)

Enjoy~


Ok so, i'm gonna try to this thing called a, "Music Diary". ( Don't ask, Cat convinced me. I swear, she must have slipped something in my Wahoo Punch that day...)

Anyways, for today, my entry shall be titled,- wow did I really write shall? Oh well, sscrew it. It shall be titled for my new obsession slash muse, Florence and the Machine.

"Screaming in the dark, i howl when were apart, drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart" ~ "Howl"~ Florence and the Machine

Powerful words huh? Well, it fits wth a powerful feeling, AND YOU GUESSED IT- (sarcasm) love. That would be from those two lousy weeks Beck was with his dad in Canada. Plus, i've always liked wolves. I was having a pretty horrible two weeks withought him.

( WARNING: if anyone other than me reads this (with the exception of Beck) i will have to cut up everything you love with a giant pair of scissors, so don't tempt me. )

It was also pretty boring, well, except for that time i got to terrorize those babies in the nursery when Robbie was sick; that was fun.

Also to make it even worse is when he came back. You see, his aunt said that they were going on vacation to Cancun. Beck, as the awesomesauce boyfriend he is, asked his aunt if I could come with.

She actually doesin't have a problem with me like his dad does. But, Beck said that she pondered the idea in her head, and thought that, wasint such a good idea. He wondered why I could not come to visit aunt Oliver in Cancun, until i googled all the stuff you can do in Cancun. (And to spare my poor diary, I wont tell you that these ideas seemed like a pretty good way to spend semester break.)

Hey prudes! Be lucky i sparred your poor pure brains. Oh, and ignore that orange goop stain that is now present above this sentence. It's just mango. Ohhhh how i love them so. They're like, the Beck of the fruit world. ( hey, I can be as sappy as i want in my diary. )

( Reminds me, I have to ask Cat for that candy- ...'necklace' )

That lucky kid. (Which actually, I also have to ask him to write another song about glass breaking-)

...Man; all this talk about Cancun and Beck and stuff is getting me...

you know what, i'll continue this later.

Time to pay Beck a little visit...


Welp, i hope you all enjoyed this. :) PLEASE REVIEW AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF.

Oh, and the necklace... (if you really need to know what that is, ask me- if you dare...)

:)