WARNING Rated M for Sexual Content, Age Play, Adult Baby, BDSM.

Our story starts with Bella who, having spent most of her childhood mothering Renée, looks to the result of internet search to discover the child in her. Can returning to her birth awaken her sexual desires and give her the confidence to express herself? Will REBIRTH INC. help her find a man she can relate to and trust? This story is rated M (no under 18 year olds should read it - but it is really aimed older than that) for fetish and sexual encounters that may be a little unusual, you have been warned to please don't read if you are not open minded, very open minded.

The characters are SM but the settings and experiences are all mine.

Bella, having spent most of her childhood mothering Renée, looks to the result of an unusual internet search to discover the child in her. Can returning to her birth awaken her sexual desires and give her the confidence to express herself? Will she ever be able to build a relationship with a man, drunk one night stands were not fulfilling and often dangerous.

As she pulled into the parking bay of Bella wondered, not for the first time, why she had made the bank transfer for today.

Pulling the thick cream envelope out of her handbag she matched the discreet interlocked RB on the envelope with the one on the glass doors in front of her. She had read the instruction sheets inside so many times since they arrived she knew them word for word, but nervous as always and a few minutes early for her appointed time she withdraw the contents of the envelope, opening the thick cream card invitation she started to re read it.

Dear Miss Swan

We would like to invite you to attend your first day at our facility on Saturday 22 May. Your therapist for the day will be Ms Esme Cullen. Ms Cullen is very experienced and holds the highest credentials, she is looking forward to working with you to achieve the best possible outcomes.

Please arrive at 7am sharp.

Kind regards

Mr C Cullen

Bella took a deep breath and checked the time again. Was 6.50am too early? Noticing that she was starting the get damp palms as her panic rose she decided to see if the doors were still locked?

Placing the envelope back in her handbag she climbed out of her car, locked it and walked towards the doors. They were still locked and the notice on the door that said "visitors by appointment only" was a little off putting, but her instructions for today had included a number of codes, one being for the main entrance door, she nervously keyed in the code, the door clicked and swung open. Looking around the reception area it also didn't look like they welcomed visitors here. A leather couch and coffee table with a couple of magazines on it were the only furnishings. Looking around nervously Bella noticed the three dark wood doors off of the reception had name cards on them, the left had "Jake", the centre one "Alice" and the right "Bella".

With a lump in her throat she entered the next code into the keypad by this door and the lock went green, she pushed it open and stepped in.

A little disappointed at the clinical feel of the room she walked over to the table and chair in the centre of the room. On the table was a wicker basket lined with pretty pink polka dot fabric containing a large fluffy white towel and another cream envelope with simply Bella written on it, also on the table was a jug of water and a glass. Sitting down on the chair she opened the envelope withdraw the instructions and started to read.

Good Morning, we trust that you are looking forward to your experience here today. We hope that you have followed the instructions we sent to you and ask that you complete the questionnaire attached, then put it into the small white cupboard on the wall along with your urine sample that you were instructed to bring with you. Please drink the jug of water whilst complying with these instructions. When you have finished the questionnaire, please remove all your clothing and place them together with any personal possessions into the basket. Wrap the towel around yourself if you wish. When you have finished the water and are ready to proceed please knock on the white door and await further instructions.

Shaking slightly Bella re read the instructions. Ok here came the crunch question "did she want to do this?" she could walk back out of that dark wood door and head home to her flat or she could grab her courage in both hands and start to get ready for her day! She picked up the pen and started the questionnaire, a little crossly, as she thought she had already covered everything in the registration documents.

Have you had anything to eat since 10pm last night? NO

Have you brought your urine sample? YES

When did you last have sexual intercourse? 2 years ago she wrote, wishing she didn't have to write it down on paper and that was drunken sex after her twenty first birthday party.

Are you clear of all sexual infections? YES She thought, well I'd need to have had sex to get these, but the tests they had instructed her to have had come back clear.

Are you ready to hand yourself over to us for the duration of your treatment today? YES

Do you wish to make any changes to your soft and hard limit list? NO She blushed just remembering completing that list with her registration.

What safeword have you picked? RED Her internet search suggested this was the usual safeword used.

Do you accept that apart from your safeword, you may not talk for the duration of your treatment today? YES she knew this therapy was different, but no talking now that would make a change from all the questions therapists usually asked.

She placed the completed questionnaire and her sample bottle in the little white cupboard, which she noticed had another door as it's back. She removed the towel from the basket and placed her small hand bag into the basket. Removing her sneakers, socks and jacket she added them to the basket. Nervously she looked around the room, looking at the simple wall mirror, she realised that it was probably a one way mirror, like the ones used in the interview rooms at her Dad's station. Self consciously she removed her jeans and t shirt then grabbed the towel, she wrapped it around herself before removing her bra and panties from underneath in practiced gym room style. She folded up her clothes and added them to the basket.

Realising she hadn't drunk any water, she poured a glass and downed it before topping it up and sitting down to drink the next glass. Thinking that two glasses ought to be enough to keep her hydrated she rose, tightened her towel and headed to the white door and knocked timidly on it. Waiting by the door expectantly for a few minutes, she eventually returned to the chair and absent mindedley poured the last of the jug of water into the glass and started to drink it.

As she drained the last of the glass and put it back on the table, the white door clicked open, on the other side stood a friendly looking lady with unusual eyes and pleasant smile. She was dressed in a. Laura Ashley print dress with a spotless white apron over it. Her long brunette hair was tied in a loose bun.

"Are you ready Ms Swan?" Bella nodded, she hoped this was Ms Cullen, she looked like she would be friendly.

She took Bella's arm, leading her through the doorway into the darkened room beyond.

Releasing her arm, Ms Cullen turned to Bella saying "Bella, please give me your towel and once your eyes become accustomed to the light would you curl up on the bean bag and relax. Please remember the rules for your experience and trust me to know what your wants and needs are from now on"

Bella nodded again and shyly removed her towel and passed it to the kindly lady. The lady held out what looked like a blind fold to her "you will put this on and not remove it until told to do so" Ms Cullen disappeared through the door leaving Bella naked and feeling very exposed and alone. Bella slide the blindfold over her head and covered her eyes with it. She was surprised to discover she wasn't completely blinded, the fabric had pin prick holes in the centre front.

Once her eyes had adjusted to it, she could make out a little more about the room. It didn't appear to have corners, all the walls were draped with thick plush red velvet curtains, the floor appeared red too. In the centre of the very small space was a large red beanbag, that seamed to be shaped like a kidney, when she tried to sit on it she realised that the dip in it was fixed and shaped to encourage her to curl into fetal position on her side. Curling up she started to relax, she wondered what the steady dull beating sound was but realised quickly it didn't matter what it was, it was also relaxing her. She closed her eyes wondering if she fell asleep would they wake her? Due to nerves she hadn't slept well last night.

Unsure how long she had napped for she opened her eyes the lighting in the room had changed from a soft dull glow to red and the beating sound, which seamed to be in time with her heart had got much louder and faster.

Then through the sounds she could make out voices, muffled at first, then clearer.

"Your doing really well Renée"

"With the next one, big push"

"Well done"

"Baby is nearly here now"

Bella was confused but a little too relaxed to care to think about it, she had given over a lot of details about herself and a large sum of money for these sessions so she would have to just trust and wait.

Suddenly the room was filled with bright lights and lots of hospital sounds. She was whisked up into the arms of a very strong blonde man and carried through the red fabric into a brightly lit nursery.

Feeling slightly self conscious about her naked body, but knowing she had followed all the rules and been for a full wax just a few days ago, she tried to look around the room.

The lighting dimmed again and the man spoke to her "oh my darling she is beautiful, so perfect" with a tight hug he lowered her naked body into the arms of the friendly lady. "Here mama will you cuddle her whilst I prepare her bath?"

The lady cradled her firmly, but comfortingly in her arms, looking down at her she cooed "beautiful Bella, beautiful Bella"

Bella relaxed again, surely they must have given her some sort of drugs, she didn't remember the last time she felt so relaxed.

Mama started to sing along with the gentle music playing in the background.

"come little one time to get you all clean, let mama rest for a bit!" The strong arms lifted her up again and carried her away from mama into a warm bathroom with a large bath in the middle of the room full of bubbly water. He lowered her into the water and gently cradled her head above the water, keeping her long hair out of the end of the bath.

"Jasper, Jasper do you want to help bath Bella?" realising that yet another man was going to see her naked body she sunk deeper into the water. Jasper an attractive blonde young man who looked very like the owner of the strong arms, peered into the bath. " oh papa she is beautiful, beautiful Bella" with that he took a sponge and began to cleanse her, starting with her feet, her knees, her thighs, whilst papa did her hands and arms. Then papa washed around her neck raising her up out of the water to sponge her breasts and back. Bella couldn't remember her father ever seeing her naked body, she was surprised to find that she didn't feel more embarrassed or ashamed. "Jasper can you get me the towels ready please"

Strong arms lifted her safely from the tub and carried her to a huge changing mat on a table in the nursery, it was covered in thick towels. Together they wrapped her up in them and started to gently rub her dry. Suddenly as the cooling water ran down her body she realised she needed to pee! She went to open her mouth, but snapped it shut quickly when she remembered the rules. NO TALKING.

She made to squeeze her legs together to contain the desire, Jasper was quick to spot the move

"Baby Bella needs a wee wee papa" "oh yes she does seam to, we best get that diaper on her quickly" swiftly picking up her ankles with one hand he placed a disposable diaper under her bum and lowered her legs pulling the diaper up between her legs to secure it. "Jasper finish drying her feet for me, I'll just collect another diaper as we might as well wait here to change her when she has been"

Oh my gosh, they expected her to use the diaper to relieve herself and whilst they were here! Panic set in, could she do this? RED RED she scream ...