"In short, She's a live less doll. Not enough memories. No emotions. And you want to save her? After all that she's gone through for you? I think I would be better if you just killed her now. All the pain and suffering she's going to have to go through, my, my…you're quite the gentleman of late heroics aren't you?"
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A/N: I'm back! And with a brand new spanking story, I do hope you enjoy this new story of mine that came to me in a dream…seriously. It's supposed to have a sort of sad mood/atmosphere, for it's supposed to be a sad story.
Standard disclaimer applied.
M For Mature. Possible lemons…. Wait, possible? There IS going to be lemons guys, and probably mature language too, swearing for sure. You are warned.
I'll tell you my story, my tale… of how I
awoke to nothing.
I was deceived, lied to,
how I lost it all…and the reason? Who knows?
But one day I hope,
that I can remember,
to grasp these so called important memories that my heart childishly
cherished so dearly.
So I can remember what my heart
is screaming at me
to remember.
Remember…
please?
I need you…
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Revelations
- These 3 simple words are so hard to say,
but for you,
"I'm sorry, Sakura."
I remember that day,
that she
sacrificed it all for me, vividly, because that was my punishment.
A small price to pay… I held the key to everything she would want. All her answers would be right here awaiting her, for as long as her heart would desire.
But, she, she would look right through me like a ghost. Like I wasn't even there. And I thought that was an equal price to pay. After all…I cause it, hadn't I?
I regretted everything I had done that day, I wished desperately that I could go back in time and fix it, But that not how life works, you can't just fix everything bad thing you do, everything that doesn't go your way, the way you wanted, they way you planned. Instead.
You have to figure out a way to correct what you did, no matter what. I put her in so much pain, and now, so much danger was to come, and for that, I would vow to stand by her no matter what happens, and do as she asks,
…For that glimpse, the slight chance that maybe she would remember me. That she'd remember the most important memories that we, shared together. That maybe, I would see her bright smile, see the way she used to look at me. The way she laughed, the way she had touched me…
a man can dream
can't he?
At the time however, these things were so trivial. But, now, I secretly longed for them, for so long now.
Every time I looked at her, I felt a pain, a sting of guilt, her emotion less face, and her glazed eyes. It brought indescribable pain that no one would ever understand.
Hate me,
Hurt me,
and maybe the pain will go away
even if it's
just for a moment.
I'll endure it all.
"For you."
Chapter 1.
X: Punishment: X
I had know Sakura for 3 years. Some would say that's not very long at all. Especially since the things I was about to do for her, the risks I would take, the incredible amount of danger I would go for, for her wasn't understandable. But maybe it was because they didn't know how much I loved her. How far I was willing to go for her.
I may be foolish
but when in love
nothing
seems like foolish idea
We shared everything together. We knew everything about each other and we had shared many hard, dark things with each other; we were always there for each other. And because of that, we were important to each other.
And that kind of friendship is hard to gain, hard to forget. And hard to just let go and cast it all away into the wind, like it was all, just for nothing.
Some memories
won't be cast away easily,
especially when an emotion is
So deeply tied into it.
For that memory contains something now,
it becomes alive & grows.
When you tie a memory
to a scent
or an emotion
you'll always remember it
No matter what,
all it takes it that realization
that same setting
and it all clicks.
I was not going to be a fool again.
Although, we had shared more that just stories, we had shared experiences, we had explored each other, tainting each other with are lust filled desires and fantasies, we had become one with each other.
And that was our secret.
Our dirty little secret,
Why?
Well there was the obvious reason; I was a top assassin, from a wealthy and noble family, The Uchiha, We were still powerful and feared by many. And, she, Sakura, from the Haruno family, known for their great healing ability's, known for their aid. After all, there family had aided are family for generations, and even if she was a High-class priest, that had amazing healing abilities that wasn't enough to please him.
To the world she was unknown,
a nobody, but to me,
however, she was everything.
Names, title, blood, origins was something my father had so desperately cared about. If my father knew that I loved her, she'd be exiled.
I hated him for that reason.
Me being with her was dangerous; yet, I couldn't stand not to be with her, she had loved me too. And that's why; we kept it, our love the up most secret.
I mean, nothing else matters,
when you love someone so dearly
right?
And my Father, I believe had once know that, that is, when my mother was still alive. Now, all he cares about was his home, his status, and all power he had obtained. I had once, tried to obtain his recognition, but my skills weren't good enough to him in his eyes I was: shame. But I didn't care anymore.
All I cared about now was fixing the damaged I had cause to the one I love the most.
And that's all that matters,
is the two of us
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Meeting late at night was their tradition, yea; it was a typical time for meeting someone in private. But whatever, they had always met in the gardens; outside was always cool and refreshing anyways.
The smell of fresh flowers and dew from water always calmed him down a bit. He didn't really appreciate nature until he had meet Sakura, after all she spent so much time outdoors that she knew a lot of things about flowers and water, herbs and such…
As he walked by a path of red roses, slowly he could see the little bench that they meet by coming into view. He paused as he saw Sakura and noticed that she wasn't alone.
Someone else was there.
But, who?
He slowly edged closer and peered, hiding behind one of the various Sakura trees' that were around. And then he saw.
"…Itachi"
He listened in closely and quietly.
"So, you'll do this for me, Sakura?" Itachi asked.
A blush appeared on her face and her eyes meet his.
"Of course." She whispered. His hand touched this side of her face, and he lightly kissed her on the forehead.
"Thank you, Sakura."
He touched.
He kissed.
My.
My Sakura.
She lowered her head; her bangs hiding her eyes, Itachi removed his hand.
"I don't want to lie to him, it's hard keeping things from him, but if it's for him, I'll do it, I'll try my very best."
"Thank you" he repeated, as he looked away, "You really are the only one I can trust, the only one I thought to ask."
She looked up. "R-really?" she stammered.
"I think, it's because of him you know? The way he trusts you, the way you've changed him…" she smiled at him. "Well," he cleared his throat, "I best be going now, Have a good night, Sakura."
as he walked away from Sakura's view, he spotted Sasuke,
"well, spying is an awful bad habit, my dear little brother." Sasuke turned around angrily,
"What was that all about." He half yelled. Itachi smirked, as he knew he was refereeing not to the obvious conversation, but to the kiss on the forehead, the touching.
"Sakura is a very beautiful young lady, I was caught in her beauty, and I couldn't resist." He gave him a deathly glare. And Itachi smile dropped. "Don't worry I won't take what's not mine, Sasuke."
Sakura walked over to the see what the hell what going on.
"S-Sasuke, wh-what are you doing here?" she stammered.
"I should be asking you that Sakura." He icily said.
"I" she paused. "I was just talking with Itachi. That's all." She said, as she looked down, not trying to cry.
"Yes, Sasuke, We were just talking, don't worry I didn't harm you're girlfriend."
"She's not my girlfriend."
Liar.
Liar
LIAR.
"Oh? Sakura Is that true."
Sasuke gave her a glare.
Don't tell.
Don't tell.
Don't tell.
This is our secret.
Our lie.
Our dirty little secret,
Sakura.
She looked up, a little nervously, "Eh? Of course were are friends." She laughed, and smiled a bright fake smile as she continued. "Just friends." she tried to hide the sadness in her voice. The lie's hidden in her voice.
And it seemed to work.
Itachi looked at her smiling and walked over to her, and held both of her hands, Sakura eyes widened in shock. He leaned closer to her ear and whispered something into her ear. As Itachi disappeared into the wind Sakura smiled a genuine smile.
//Don't lie Sakura,
love is a great thing,
and I'll protect that. I promise. //
"Sakura, what the hell what that all about?"
"Really Sasuke, it was nothing."
"Don't lie to me Sakura! Tell me what's going on." He yelled, his eyes changed to menacingly red eyes.
"I can't, I promised I wouldn't, please." As tears started falling down her check, she fell to the ground, "I love you. And that's not a lie."
his eyes went back to the black, and he walked over to her, and kneeled beside her, pulling her into a hug.
"I'm sorry Sakura, You'll tell me when you're ready." He paused. " I didn't mean to yell."
She wiped her tears in his chest, and smiled as she closed her eyes, "I know."
And then he picked her up bridal style and started walking.
"Sakura." He said as he walking, " I love you too." And he kissed her on the forehead affectingly.
As they reached the castle and he started walking up the stairs, Sakura's eyes bolted open.
"Sasuke" she whispered, "what If someone sees us!"
"I don't care." He smiled. " I don't' care anymore." As he looked ahead of him, "and plus I made you cry because of this secret, it's killing you, killing us."
She looked at him, and stared at his handsome face, at his black thick raven hair, and his dark cool onyx eyes.
He walked up the stairs, and down the winding hallway to his room, opened the door, and gently placed her on the bed, and closed the door.
A smiled played on his lips.
He walked over to the bed and climbed right on top of her, both of his hands rested on either side of her head.
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"So, How can I make it up to you?" he hotly said, as he breathed on her, his scent intoxicating her.
One of his hands smoothly slid above her head, using his fore arm, to prop himself up, so he wouldn't crush her. The other hand wrapped around her back. And he presses his firm cold lips against her luscious, juicy pink lips.
He bit the bottom of her lip for a bit, urging her to open up, as she slowly realized what was going on she immediately started opening her lips, deepening their kiss.
Her tongue slid a bit into his mouth, and back out and from that little action his mouth got wetter, a sign that he was horny.
He broke the kiss and brushed his lips against her face, traveling up to her ear, and whispered hotly in her ear,
"What do you want to do, Sakura?" he asked, the question sent shivers down her spine,
she licked her lips, "umm" she said, she couldn't speak, she couldn't even think straight. Sasuke had never done anything like this. Yea that had kissed before, and touched, but this,
she had never felt so intoxicated, so dizzy, so drunken, by him before.
He flicked out his tongue on her ear, moved his tongue back and forth, then bite her ear, gently I might add. But the sudden action, made Sakura cry out, he smirked an evil smile, and licked her all the way down her neck.
When he reached her collarbone, he swirled his tongue around her pale skin, and then he began sucking her neck like a vampire, one her hand found a way to the back of his hand and entangled her hand in his course raven locks and pushed his head, his lips towards hers, He smirked at her impertinence.
Oh, how she didn't like being teased.
Her luscious lips were tightly pressed against his, his mouth had started watering in anticipation and her sudden boldness of her actions.
There lips began moving in sync, mimicking one another's actions perfectly as if there lips were doing a dance, that they both had always new, had always know the moves too.
She slowly opened her mouth in pleasure as a moan escaped her lips, and Sasuke's cock had hardened in response to her pleasant moan. Sakura's eyes widened in delight had she felt something hard being pressed against her. When Sasuke noticed her eyes light up, he got only more pleased, and Sakura couldn't contain the pleasure she felt, she started dripping, wetting her panties with gooey liquid.
He pulled away from this kiss.
He loved teasing her.
he loved her.
His lips were just hovering above hers, her bright eyes just staring at him, she breathed in, letting her lungs fill up with his intoxicating scent, letting her body know what his scent was like.
She breathed out, "Sasuke." her eyes looked so drunken from pleasure, she almost said it in a way as if there was hidden meaning to it.
An opening.
A sign.
A go sign.
Sasuke only paused and stared at her.
She slowly moved the hand that was on his back and traced his face with her fingers, then down to his chest, and stop at his shirt as she tugged on it, hoping that would emphasize what she wanted, making it more easier to understand.
he looked at her, with worried eyes,
"Sakura…" he gulped, "we shou-"
"I love you Sasuke" she smiled, as her hand traveled to his belt, "and I want this, I want you."
His lips returned to hers, as he hungrily kissed her, jamming his tongue in her mouth unexpectedly exploring her mouth, slowly touching over the rows of her teeth, entwining his tongue with her. Tasting each other. He pulled out and kissed her neck, going down her neck, leaving love bits and wet sloppy kissing all the way.
He stopped and pulled off her shirt, and his as well, he kissed passed the bra, and to her stomach, still leaving sloppy wet kisses all the way down, he paused a bit under the belly button on her stomach and licked her a bit, before stopping.
Down
Down
Down
The rabbit hole they went.
He hesitantly pulled of her skirt, staring at her the whole time with worry, but her eyes reassured him.
He traveled down to her creamy thighs, gently kissing them, moving up and closer to there on the thighs, he flicked out his tongue and swirled it up and down.
"Sasuke…" she whispered
his hand moved to her panties he smirked and just watched, awaited her reaction. And began rubbing them, his hand moving up and down, applying just the right amount of pressure. He could feel how wet they had already become, he just smiled to himself.
Her reaction had enlarged his smirk, as he saw her eyes widen and how she licked her juicy lips for more.
"Shall I," he paused for a dramatic effect, "continue?"
he was above her, his hand still moving back and forth, she gripped his pants, were the bulge was, brought her lips to his ears, and said
"Don't stop."
She felt his cock pulse, her boldness seemed to drive him mad, he was so hard, and yet it felt as somehow she made him even more, he couldn't stand it anymore, he pulled of his pants.
Sakura, who didn't want to stand around gawking at him, took the liberty of undoing her bra.
Sasuke however, just stared at her, as she was about to take off her damp panties, he stop her.
"Let me do it."
She looked at him and stopped, "fine, but I want to take of those then."
He smiled, as he gently nudged her to lay down again, his legs on either side of her, as he was sitting up, he gently pulled over her panties, and lick his lips,
she was about to get up and take of his but as he went down on her she stopped.
he started licking, lathering up the juices like a hungry cat and daringly her put his tongue inside of her, swirling it around, hoping to please her,
"Sasu"
he pulled her tongue out,
"So delicious, so sweet."
She blushed,
he moved his tongue to her clit and roughly pressed his tongue to it,
"S-sasuke!." She screamed. He stopped pressing his tongue against it, and used his hand, that could apply more pressure. As he did, finger her clit, he noticed that she clamped her mouth shut with her hands;
he noticed that she began to drip again. He stopped and looked up at her,
"Now me."
She smiled and greedily pulled of his boxers, and her eyes sparkled as his member sprung free,
finally free at last.
Her delicate hands tightly grasp it, and he groaned in response, she moved her hand up and down his member, watching him as he closed his eyes in pleasure, she did that same motion of up and down for a little bit, stop and moved down, she put her mouth on it, she licked it first, from the top all the way to the bottom and gently put her it insider her mouth, she swirled her tongue around on the tip of it and started engulfing it,
not all the way of course she didn't want to gag herself.
She gave the top one last swirl of the tongue, and pulled away,
"How's that?" she asked.
He kissed her check and said. "Fantastic,"
his hands wrapped around her as he pulled her into a tongue, there bodies tightly pressed against each other, his member touching her core, she gulped down a moan,
"I love you, Sakura." As he kissed the top of her head, she looked up to him, and she kissed him, and they started falling backwards on the bed, he kissed her as to distract her, and he positioned himself, and put it inside of her,
at first she didn't seem to have a problem, probably because of how wet she was, and the fact that he had only the head inside of her, but as he went deeper, her hands dug into his shoulder, and she cried out,
he paused and stop.
"Do you want me to stop?"
She looked at him and shook her head, she wanted this. Pain and pleasure they always walk hand in hand together, without one you don't have the other.
he put the rest inside of her, he hands slowly stop digging into his shoulders, and she whispered.
"Stop, just for a second."
He looked at her and kissed her on the head, his hands were on each side of her to support his weight, but lowered on of his hands so he could lay beside her,
she slowly wrapped her hands around his neck and kissed his lips,
he didn't need her to say anything and he started pumping into to her, back and forth, she wrapped her legs around him as soon as the pain became much more bearable, And started moaning, Sasuke did too, it felt amazing to each other, so forbidden as well, but so magical and pleasurable.
As soon as she got his rhythm she started mimicking his, and the both were rocking back and forth.
One of his hands was entangled in the sheets the other at her side, slowly the both began panting and Sasuke clasped beside her, them both taking a minute to catch each other's breathe.
Sakura spoke up first, " I love you."
He smirked, "I love you too, Sakura."
"Sasuke, thank you."
He smiled as he wrapped his arms around her. and she rested her head on his chest, they both closed their eyes and fell sound asleep from their exhausting event.
Sex after all is a tiring event.
and that was just one of the last memories he would have of doing something so precious, so pleasurable with her, in pained him when he thought about it. That, it would be the last time he would ever make love to her, to see her in that drunken like pleasure state moaning out his name.
the last time...
time is truly a cruel thing.
and memories of the good old days
only seem to haunt you
by saying, "that's what you had."
Author's note:
Thank-you for reading my newest story, and please do tell me what you think. Thanks!
