The whole time I sung on the stage with Andre I kept looking back down. I looked at the girl with the dark chocolate hair with the bluish streaks wearing an all black outfit with a sliver chain necklace. She was sitting next to him, always next to him, just like always. I didn't hate Beck, but if I was in love with Jade then don't expect me to be exactly peppy around him. Well…yeah, I've done it before, but you get my meaning, right?

Monday, well baby I fell for you. Tuesday, I wrote you this song. Wednesday, I wait outside your door, even though I know it's wrong…

I'm letting Andre take credit for the song that I'm singing with him right now. True, it's about Jade, but they're not Andre's feelings, they're mine. He was having trouble coming up with a song for one of his classes that I can't remember the name of. I'd written the song during my first week at Hollywood Arts and kept it safely in my room in a binder that I hid with all my school stuff. When Andre told me he was having trouble I thought 'Why not'? I didn't tell him who the song was for; I don't think I'm ready to… you know…come out. Well…I kinda told Cat, but it was spur of the moment thing and when I told her to forget about it she of course said 'Forget about what?' in that way that she has with her innocent voice and eyes and head tilted to the side like a questioning puppy…or cat.

Seven days a week, every hour of the month. Gotta let you know where my heart is coming from.

Twenty-four-seven. That's when I think of Jade. Every day, every week, month, second. Seeing her with Beck everyday was agonizing enough, seeing him and her being intimate alone or in public just tore me apart inside. Beck was attractive to a straight girl. But I'm not a straight girl and I don't want Jade to be either. I knew that if I ever became lucky enough to get Jade I'd be ripping Beck apart from the inside out. Was it worth it? Either way the answer to that question is going to hurt one of us in the love triangle.

Shouldn't feel this way, but I gotta say…baby, gotta let you know…

Ever since my first day at Hollywood Arts…it seems like so long ago now. Jade hated because I kissed Beck and I apologized to her, but she obviously didn't care.

I will try everything to make you come closer to me…baby, till you believe it's not just a phase…

I'd actually asked Beck to Jade to ask me to come to Yerba. I didn't know the trip would be horrible…ugh…

How can I get it through…you're the one I can't lose…

I've gotten her out of trouble so many times even though she doesn't know it.

I'll try 365 days…365 ways…to get to you. To get to you, you, you, you baby…

Even though she made me lose three pints of my blood, I still had irreversible feelings.

Every second, every tick-tock of the clock…

Cat knows, Andre will eventually figure out and Beck will have to know to eventually.

I want you all to myself…

I don't know how Beck will react, I just hope he'll find a way.

Every second, every tick-tock of the clock…I just can't help myself…

When I got the leading role in a play, Jade was furious because she was my understudy. I tried to talk Sikowitz in letting me step down, but he was having none of that. Something about commitment…

Feeling kinda guilty, but girl I can't stop…I don't want nobody else…no one else, no one else

So Jade..

I will try everything to get you to come closer to me…

I'll try 365 days…

365 ways…

To get to you.

R & R please