I wasn't sure exactly when I found out I liked her..
But it happened..And Now I realize that I love her..
But it's always too late for me to tell them..
My first love...I was always too afraid to tell him I loved him least he should leave me..
Then when he left me...I figured it was best that I hadn't told him..
Now my second love..I havn't told her I love her because..
I always see her..with..him..
My heart breaks as I see her kiss him..I wish she would run her fingers through my hair
Like that..I wish she would hold me close at night and whisper to me how much she loved me..
I wish..I could just tell her how I feel...
I could hold her and kiss her and tell her i love her..But I am too afraid I don't want to be rejected..
I don't want her to love him I want her to love Me! I don't care how selfish that sounds nor Do I care how rude it sounds..
I would love her more than he ever could..he grew up being loved , I didn't I was hurt growing up , he was always loved.
He can't love her properly , I could!
Damnit , why can't things ever work out the way I want them too!
Why can't I know the love of another? Why can't I be loved like that..?
I..wish..I..Could..have..told her before it was too late..
She loves him..
And as much as that sadens me...
It makes me happy to see her happy , even if I cry when I go home , because I'll never know her love.
I'm just happy when I see her happy...
I'll love her till I die.
