AN: Hello again! For anyone who is reading my other story Never Knew I Needed, I am DEFINITELY still writing that. This idea is just trying to take over my mind and I do not want that story to turn into this. That being said this is story is basically about Bella and her relationships with the pack members. After Edward leaving her she's sworn off love. I plan on this only being about 5 or 6 chapters but I will still be updating my main story in between updates with this one.

This idea came to me based on the song Love Em All by K. Michelle. You don't have to listen to it to understand this story but I recommend it.

Chapter 1: Bella's POV

Some background information.

Wallowing over a guy is unheard of for me. Wallowing for almost 3 weeks with absolutely absurd. Especially since "the guy" is actually a vampire who wanted nothing more than to suck my blood. One who almost got me killed. Edward fucking Cullen.

He didn't love me, he told me as much when he dumped me. He told me I was simply a distraction and that he was bored with me. I'm also pretty sure my wallowing is coming from the fact that he "dazzled" me during our entire relationship. It's like he drugged me and I was coming off of the affects.

When he dumped me, he took me pretty far out into the woods and then left me there to die. It poured for hours and I got further and further into the woods trying to find my way out. I was frozen and finally crumpled to the ground waiting for death.

That's when I saw two eyes high above me belonging to a wolf. I knew death would come to me by the sharp teeth of the beast in front of me and I felt relieved. At least this way it would be quick and easy. Imagine my surprise when it turned away from me into some nearby trees and turned into a human.

The man buttoned his shorts as he walked shirtless back to me. His body was amazing but he looked fucking fierce. I was scared slightly but not as much as I was turned on even in my next to frozen state. He inhaled deeply and looked up and down my body. "Bella?" he said quietly.

"Wolfman?" I tried to joke as I shivered.

Wordlessly, he picked up and held me close. His warmth seeped into me and I relaxed instantly. He began walking and told me his name was Sam. He asked me not to speak of what I saw but promised to talk to me about it when I was ready. I simply nodded but thanked him when he told me he'd have his other wolves keeping eyes out for me.

After a few more minutes we finally broke through the trees of my backyard. I could see police lights and policemen all over my front yard. Sam informed me that Charlie had a search party out for me and Billy volunteered guys from the pack. If it was possible to hate Edward more than I already did, it was this moment that made me realize it. I hated the fact that he had Charlie and have the town out looking for me.

"Please just take me inside Sam," I whispered to him.

Sam walked into the door at the back of my house and laid me on the couch in the living room. He left me for a moment and wrote something down on a piece of paper before he placed it on the table in front of me. I glanced at the paper and it simply said his name and number. He asked me a few questions and then made an exit outside to tell my dad he'd found me.

Charlie, Billy and Jake came inside to check on me and ask questions. I told them I wasn't really in the mood to discuss what happened but we'd talk tomorrow. After Billy and Jake left, Charlie helped me up the stairs and I got into the shower to wash away the events of the day.

About two weeks later, Tyler Crowley comes over to bring me homework and somehow ends up seducing me. Probably because I wanted to feel anything other than hurt over Edward's stupid ass. It honestly wasn't anything special or very good for that matter but it happened. That's how I got into my current mindset.

Fuck love. No relationships. Just getting some when I feel lonely or when I want to. That was the way to go. Like any girl does after I break up, I wanted to change up my looks. I highlighted my hair and bought a bunch of new outfits to fit my new self.

Back to the current day

Today is the day that I finally make the call I've been debating on. I'm going to call Sam. I quickly dial the number before I chicken out.

"Hello?" a deep voice answers.

"Hey Sam? This is Bella," I respond.

"What can I do for you Bella?" he asks.

"I'm ready to talk about that night. Can I come over today?" I say quietly.

"Sure, I'll text you my address. Come down whenever you're ready," he tells me.

"Sounds good. See you soon, bye," I quickly hang up.

About twenty minutes later, I'm leaving the house headed to Sam's. It's pretty easy to find since he doesn't live too far from Jake. When I pull up, I see him along with two other shirtless men on the side of his house. At the sound of me pulling up, they begin walking towards the front of the house. Sam walks towards me and the other two guys go up on the porch but watch us.

I look at the guys on the porch both sexy but Sam, the look in his eyes has me instantly wet. I groan and rub my thighs together a bit before opening the door and climbing out.

"Hey Bella, this is Jared and Paul," he says pointing each of them out. "Guys this is Bella," he finishes the introductions.

"Hello boys, it's nice to meet you," I respond.

They throw up their hands and turn to walk inside. I start to follow making it just past Sam as he inhales like the night in the forest. Can he tell how turned on I am by him? I think to myself. I mean, he is a wolf so there's a strong possibility. He grabs my arm and looks down deep into my eyes. I watch as his darken and he looks down my shirt.

"Like what you see?" he asks.

"I could say the same thing to you," I respond placing my right hand on his hip.

"Yes, I like what I see. And I can tell you do too," he says cockily.

"Hmm, what should we do about it?" I ask moving my hand up to his bare skin feeling his heat.

"Later, I'll show you," he says before turning away.

We go inside and walk into the living room where Paul and Jared are waiting. Sam sits on the floor next to an empty recliner so I decide to sit on the actual chair. Sam tells me to ask anything so I begin to fire off questions. I ask about what makes them turn, how many of them there are, what it's like to be a wolf, and finally if one of them would change for me. They answer all of my questions without hesitation and find myself fascinated.

Sam agrees to show me his wolf but states he would like to ask me a few questions of his own. He asks about the Cullens and what happened with Edward. As uncomfortable as it makes me, I have to answer, so I do. I find myself tearing up slightly but I never let any fall down my face. Sam reaches up and rubs my leg in comfort but it's starting to get to me in another way.

Jared and Paul begin to fidget a bit so Sam tells them they're free to leave or patrol. He tells them he'll check in with them tomorrow and to call, not stop by, if they need him. I have to admit this spikes my curiosity a little but I try to hide it.

Instead I ask Sam if I could use his bathroom and ask where it is. He leads me to it and then walks back down the hall. I quickly use it and wash my hands. I look at myself in the mirror and notice my cheeks are pink. It makes me look sexier somehow and I instantly feel more confident. Finally I stroll back into the living room to find Sam looking at me intently.

"So, are you gonna show me your wolf or not?" I ask in a sultry tone.

"Follow me," he says taking my hand.

He leads me out of the door, into his backyard, and just inside of the trees. I should be nervous since the last guy who took me in the woods left me there but I'm not since this man I'm following now is the one who brought me back out.

"Wait there, don't come any closer," he says stepping a few steps backwards.

I nod and lean against the tree behind me never taking my eyes off of him. He kicks his sneakers off and unbuttons his shorts slowly. He pulls them down and I notice he's wearing nothing under them. I bite my lip as I feel myself getting wet again. He locks his eyes on mine and smiles before his skin shimmers slightly. I force my eyes to stay open and the next thing I know there's a huge black wolf standing in front of me.

I gasp but feel no fear when Sam takes a step towards me. He sticks his read right between my legs and inhales. "Hey, not in wolf form mister," I say tapping the top of his massive head.

Sam looks up at me and then backs up a bit before turning back into his human self. He walks right up to me, grabs my hip with one hand and my hair with the other right before kissing me hard. I moan into his mouth and he pulls me up his body, grinding his hips into mine, pushing my back into the tree behind me.

Sam starts biting my neck and squeezing my tits through my shirt. "Is this okay?" he asks breathily.

I nod eagerly momentarily unable to speak. "I should tell you though, I've only done this once," I warn.

"Don't worry. I'll take care of you," he tells me.

He starts walking back towards his house, still kissing me as I claw at his shoulders. Once we're inside of the house he takes me straight to his room and lays me gently on his bed. "You're overdressed Bella," Sam says lowly.

"Change it," I reply boldly.

He pulls me down to the end of the bed pulling my legs to his chest so he can take off my shoes. Once they're gone he makes quick work of the rest of my clothes and lies next to me on the bed. He begins kissing my neck and shoulders before moving to my chest.

"Sam, I just want you to know I'm not looking for a relationship right now. I just need this," I tell him honestly.

"That's fine with me Bella. My life is too complicated for anything more right now. No more of this heavy stuff," Sam says before attacking my lips.

He moves down my body and sticks his nose right between my pussy lips. "You smell so fucking good Bella," he says before licking me.

I groan low but begin panting as he sucks on my clit. A few moments later I feel him add a finger. "Oh fuuck Sam!" I moan out.

Soon he adds another finger and picks up the pace all the while still sucking and nibbling on my clit. Nothing has ever felt this good and I find myself begging for more. Sam asks if I'm ready for his dick and I hesitate for a moment. Looking at his size I'm not sure he's going to fit in there.

"Don't worry, I'll go slow until you scream for me to fuck you. And I promise you will," he says nudging my entrance with the tip of his dick.

He enters me agonizingly slow but it's completely necessary because he's got an impressive package. He pulls out a little before easing back in going further than the last time. Each time he does this, he goes deeper and deeper until I'm begging for his to pick up the pace.

Sam leans up on his knees and pulls my legs over his forearms. I moan loudly as he slides every inch into me and then picks up his pace. "So fucking tight," he grunts out.

I slightly tilt my hips up and he starts hitting this place inside of me that makes me see stars. "Fuck Sam, fuck me harder, I'm gonna cum!" I demand.

Sam happily obliges and starts pounding into me. I scream as my release takes over me but he doesn't slow down and another one hits me immediately after the first. I try to wiggle away from him to get a break because the feeling of him inside of me is too much right now.

"Please," I breathe out.

Sam releases me and I roll to my side. He quickly comes up behind me and starts biting my neck and shoulders. I arch my back making my ass rub against his dick. I let out a small moan and then gasp when I feel him enter me again.

Sam set a slow, deep pace while squeezing my hip and thighs. I have to adjust to his size at this angle but I love the feel of him this way. After a few moments I ask him for more. He tightens his hold on my hips and picks up his pace making me moan loudly.

I bite into my own arm to stop from screaming but Sam grabs my hair making my teeth free my skin. "I wanna hear you Bella. I wanna hear how I make you feel," he says deeply in my ear.

"Oh god Sam," I pant.

Twenty minutes and another orgasm later, we lay wrapped up in each other. I've never really been the type to cuddle but it feels nice with Sam. I can't let this distract me or steer me off of my new found path.

Sam rubs my back until I fall asleep. I wake up about an hour and a half later feeling starved and very sore. I stretched before getting up and digging around Sam's closet for a shirt to wear. I find one and throw it on before silently padding out to his bathroom. I clean myself up a bit with a rag I found in the bathroom cabinet and then venture to the kitchen for food.

I find the making for some bacon cheeseburgers and search for something to cook it in. I begin cooking and shortly following, Sam wanders into the kitchen.

"What are you making?" he asks sitting down.

"Bacon cheeseburgers, I'm so hungry," I answer as I turn over the bacon.

"You look good here, cooking, in my shirt," he comments.

I turn around to look at him and give him a smile. "I know. Eat your heart out. This probably won't happen again," I tell him.

"Oh so you're a hit it, cook once, and quit it kinda girl?" he jokes.

"I mean, I'll probably hit it again and will probably cook here a few times but the cooking thing is not gonna happen often. That's too domesticated and you know that I'm not looking for anything like that," I say honestly.

"I know. Let's just enjoy it while it lasts, huh?" he suggests.

I nod at him and continue cooking. I feel him come up behind me and press against me. "Better get your fill cause once we're done eating, I'm going back in that pussy," he growls in my ear.

Well shit.