I do not own anything to do with The OC

Plus this is my first fanfic..I dunno if you'll like it..I hope you will. I just love these 2 and wish there would be more of a relationship with them as mother/son.

Seth's view on his relationship with his mom, Kirsten...

Seths POV:

I always thought me and my mother were somewhat close. I knew I didn't take after her in the whole Newport way but some actions I had definately were hers. I knew my mom had a degree in art history from Berkeley so I figured when I started drawing when I was little she'd be so proud. She was. She didn't always show it but I knew it. I wish Mom was around more like when I was little. We spent so much time together and actually communicated unlike recently. It's like me and Mom never talk anymore. I know she went through a whole lot this year with everything that's happened but I just can't wait to see my Mom and tell her I love her..I mean yeah I tell her that sometimes but definately not enough. My mom's got a lot to deal with and she definately took a big step herself, ya know, goin to rehab so we could be a happy family again. She wasn't too mom-ish before I actually realised what was going on around me, cause you know I am kinda self absorbed. I've been working really hard though..To actually put someone elses feelings before mine for once. Especially since the stuff with Ryan and Trey. Wow..It actually is good to write this out on paper. Who knew? "Did you know that Captain Oats?" "Nope I didn't think so either, But hey your always a good one to talk to about these kindsa things!" Now it's time for Mom to be coming home soon! I sure can't wait for that to happen...I mean 3 males alone in a house...It can only spell disaster..And a smell that's been reeking for a while..Hmmm..So anyways I guess I'm done here..Umm..Bye.