So I've had this (mostly the phrase "gunpointe", in all honestly) idea playing around in my head since I saw AoU and the nightmare sequence Wanda gave Natasha. As I had about seven hours in the car yesterday, I finally got around to writing it out. Add in being in a foreign country (Spain is incredible, just by the way) and not wanting to go to the beach with the rest of my family, and suddenly there's time to post it!
Anyway, this is a freeverse character exploration of Natasha. There's a slight romantic aspect that can be viewed as Clintasha OR Brutasha(?) - or NatashaX any male charcter - but it's mostly unimportant. Hope you enjoy!
one
two
three
one
two
three
four
one
dance
darling
dance*dance*dance
step
hit
pirouette
beautiful
disciplined
deadly
dance
like |that|
littlelittlegirl
until you
a^r^e
(it won't take long)
one
two
((assuming you survive))
three
four
dance*dance*dance
dearest
in
[chaînés]
you'll
nevernevernever
es-...-
ca
-...-pe
spin{spin}spin
draggingpullingforcing
you
to the
bed
until
to
them
you canononot
to
her
(to yourself, littlelittlegirl)
see
wrong&and&right
wrong is right
up&and&down
move up, knock down
black&and&white
but it's all grey
dance*dance*dance
dearest
b-u-t
nevernevernever
drop
step
hit
pirouette
spin{spin}spin
don't
f
a
l
l
(ter)
honey
one
two
three
they'll only
/ \ /R/ \ /A/ \
/B/ \ /E/ \ /K\
you
if you
can
they'll use you
though
sweet-sweetheart
to do it
you've left a t-r-a-i-l
love
for them
of
b...
...R..
...o...
.K...
...E
..n...
littlelittlegirls
one
two
three
four
cold tears freezing
on cold faces
out-of-step feet
hit until they're in
necks spun{spun}spun
until they
snap
&and&
|that|
/ \ /R/ \ /A/ \ /S\
/B/ \ /E/ \ /K\
you
but it's not
them
sweetie
it's you
they're gone
(?aren't they?)
gonegonegone
just like the
littlelittlegirls
&and& .yet.
you
a^r^e .h.e.r.e.
so are they
really
gone?
it's a 'bit'
like
frank!en!stein
(?isn't it?)
&and&
you
a^r^e the
mon!s!ter
created by the
real
ones
b-u-t
darling
(bitter as you are)
you're
trying
and
monsters
don't
to
cancel/out\\
you've
(they've)
((you've))
.done.
though you
nevernevernever
will
to
cleanse
itheryourself
for the sake of
every
littlelittlegirl
to
/ \ /R/ \ /A/ \
/B/ \ /E/ \ /K\
.-.
/\ /E/ /R/\ /A /\
/R/ /B/ /E/ /K\
.-.
-heal-
yourself
littlelittlegirl
so you're al_way_s
on point
en pointe
gun/_
_/pointe
because you
havetoneedtomust
be
(please)
((it's the only way))
(((please)))
b-u-t
with .every.
[jeté]
you ma/\ke
and that's a lot
a
littlelittlenot-so-small
piecefractionsplinter
of you
hopesprayswishes
you'll
f
a
l
l
(hit{spin}splat)
the world's better
without you
everyone is
so you
nevernevernever
look
?do you?
-or-
?think?
-or-
.breathe.
except they're
not
because
sweet-sweetheart
?don't you re|al|ize?
you're still the
very=same
b...
...R..
...o...
.K...
...E
..n...
littlelittlegirl
they
madecreateddestroyed
not if
he
has any say
red-braids++++++++++++
red-lips
+++++++++++red-blood
(red-room)
he
grounds
you
still
dance*dance*dancing
understands
you
without ever even knowing
|that|
very=same
dance
(beautifuldisciplineddeadly)
one
two
three
that they
\\trained/ /
into you
step
hit
pirouette
\\burned/ /
into you
([plié] with !fire!)
(honey)
stop
and you'll
fall apart
?what?
you thought you were
?gone?
that you'd managed to
? ? ? es-...-...-...-
ca
-...-...-...-pe? ? ?
that's ridiculous, sweetie
delusional
spin{spin}spin
darling
all you want
kick;ass
step
hit
pirouette
crossXout
.every.
/N/A/M/E/
you've tak-en
one
two
three
four
one
spin{spin}spin
until you're
dizzy
until you're
so
dizzydazeddistracted
you can't
see
[jeté]
[plié]
coll\...
…...\apse
it doesn't matter
your
[chaînés]
still hold
they always will
&and&
you'll keep
dance*dance*dancing
stop
and you're
broken
until
you go
too-too-far
stop
and you're
dead
&and&
they
dragpullforce
you/ /back
the choreography's
not
your own
you can o-n-l-y
go
so-so-far
love
you can only
improvise
so-so-much
b-u-t
sweet-sweetheart
the |more| you
spin{spin}spin
[jeté]
step
[plié]
hit
live
pirouette
the |worse| the
/whip/lash/
is
when the
monster
comes
you
!S!T!O!P!
pause
f
a
l
l
(ter)
and it pulls
drags
forces
you
only to
^^st^a^rt^^
againagain(yet)again
back into the
heavy
dark
deadly
shadows
lost even to yourself
&and& -still- you
dance
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