Okay so this story was based of the episode Revelations where Reid is taken by Tabias Hankel. But I have put my own spin on it and I hope you like it. This is in placed in season 2 and JJ has no boyfriend.

I do not own anything of criminal minds and or its affiliates!

Hotch leaned down eye level with the very shaken, emotional blonde before him. She had been crying, not in pain from injury, but from what had happened. She was blaming herself. Reid was sitting next to her as their legs dangled off the edge of the ambulance. He was trying his best to console his friend, rubbing her back, for there were no words that would make her feel better. Hotch placed his hand on her sholdur, "JJ?" He said. She looked into his eyes. The moonlight revealed the guilt embedded in her face. Hotch felt for her, a woman he cared for deeply was broken, so he tried to be as gently as he could with his words and tone, "JJ, I know this is hard, but I need to know what happened."

Her voice was shaky and her thoughts scrambled as she began, "I don't know…I went in the barn…she was around back…the dogs…gunshots…it's my fault Hotch…I suggested we split up…it's my fault…what he will do to her…I'm sorry."

Hotch patted her shoulder with no words of comfort. He noticed Morgan and Rossi hurriedly returning back, from behind the barn. Hotch's hand followed with JJ as she leaned into Reid's shoulder.

Hotch left the ambulance and went out of ear shot, of JJ, to see what Morgan and Rossi discovered. Morgan was quick to tell, quietly, but with urgency, "There were drag marks, and some blood. It doesn't look good Hotch."

"Do you think she's still alive?" Hotch asked.

Rossi replied, "My guess is he had no intention of killing her. He took advantage of an opportune moment and now has his new victim."

"Morgan call Garcia. Get her down here ASAP. We set up here, the clues to finding Emily will be in that house somewhere and were not leaving here till we find her."

Morgan walked off to call Garcia. Hotch walked off to himself with Rossi close behind. "We'll find her." Rossi's voice called out from behind him.

Hotch turned around, "Can you guarantee that, because I can't." Hotch threw back at him.

"With this team, I have no doubts we will find her alive."

"That's fine Dave, but what kind of condition will she be in when we do?" Hotch said in frustration.

"Emily is strong and no matter what condition she is in, with our help she will pull through."

"I'm not so sure." Hotch said doubtfully. He knew what this un-sub or as of an hour ago, known as Ray Barnell would do to her and has done to other women.

Rossi saw the thoughts of past victims running through Hotch's mind, "Let's work on finding her first and take it one step at a time."

"I can't lose her Dave."

"I know Aaron, it's been written all over your face for the past month. The care and concern you have for her, you can't hide that from a bunch of profilers. So let's get her back, so you can tell her."

"So you're saying she already knows."

"No I'm saying love is blind, and that she has felt the same way." Rossi saw he needed to change the subject. "So how is JJ?"

"Distraught, blaming herself, to be honest I've seen her upset before but not this upset." Hotch said with his thoughts going back to JJ.

"I was worried the moment we pulled up. The sound of her screaming Emily's name as she wondered aimlessly through the field, with her arm covered in blood, is something I won't forget anytime soon." Rossi said with that picture of her embedded in his memory.

"Tell me about." Hotch said. The two men walked towards the ambulance and were met by Reid standing alone. "Where is JJ?"

Reid pointed in her direction, not taking his eyes off her. "Over there. She wanted to be alone."

"I'll go talk to her." Hotch said, walking off in her direction. As he walked towards her, he saw a change in her demeanor from just a few moments ago. He was concerned as to which JJ was standing waist deep in corn. She was standing in the exact location of the drag marks and trail of blood. Hotch finally came to stand directly beside her. For a moment he was silent and in that silence he was contemplating on what to say and all he could think of was, "What are you doing?"

"Waiting here for someone to take me. With the way I feel right now, being kidnapped by a sadistic un-sub sounds so much better."

"Maybe you should go home and get some rest." Hotch suggested hesitantly.

JJ turned to face Hotch, "No, I'm staying and I'm going to help you find her. Here is what happened. We knocked on his door, and as soon as we said we were FBI agents he ran through the house and out the back, so we followed him. That was our first giveaway that he was the un-sub, which we were not expecting by the way. After running through the house and coming out the back door we weren't for sure in which direction he ran. There was a path through the cornfield and the barn door was swinging wide open so I suggested we split up. I took the barn and Emily took the field. In the barn I was met by two vicious dogs and that is how I got this." She said raising up her bandaged arm. "So I shot them and when I realized the barn was empty I went out back searching for her, with her nowhere to be found." JJ turned to go back towards the house and start working on finding her. "I guess we better get to work."

"JJ?" Hotch said.

She turned back around to face him, "Yeah?"

"It's okay to feel, it's okay to lose it."

"No it's not. If I lose it, if I let things get to me then I don't need to be doing this job." She said bluntly and headed off towards the house.

Emily feels her clothes being pulled off of her, as she blinked into consciousness. She wasn't sure what was going on and squirmed a little in resistance. Even though she squirmed and felt like she was trying so hard there was little movement.

Her mind was scattered. The last thing she remembers is running through a corn field then it all goes black. JJ. She thought. Where is JJ? As her mind wanders, she feels a painful throb at the back of her head. She squints slightly with each pulsating pain. She looked around, and in all a blur she notices what looks like a set of bunkbeds, and a full size bed. She looked to the walls and noticed the windows seemed to be boarded up. She felt the roughness and splintering of the hardwood floor against her body, realizing at that point she was completely nude.

Looking around she finally spotted the blurriness of a figure in front of her. She tried to raise up but the room started spinning and she was immediately forced back down. She wanted to move but as much as she tried it was limited. The blurry figure came towards her, and she felt something soft slip over her. Then there was a jerk from both of her arms pulling her across the floor. She felt them being pulled tight against something but then she blacked out.

Well I hope it sounds interesting! I'd love to know what you think good or bad or if anything is confusing.