yooohoo-my first fanfic ever and it's about Grayza pairing(i just love them especially Gray-i like him very much and i dont care if they say he's a pervert or a .). Now I know this wont be perfect but i just hope you guys enjoy it anyway..sorry for mistakes and grammars and all else. oh yeah by the way..i'm not a big fan of kpop but i did fall in love with the song "Severely" by FT island(such a coincidence-nyahahha) and so i bsed it on its video, for kpop lovers out there you would've probably know the plot(and why the title)-but i do have my own twists anyway...^^.so here it goes.

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail.

Severely

Chapter 1

Gray's POV

I sat on the lone corner, my head down, my eyes sore and swell, both hands cursed at the wooden table. I felt it bled just when I broke the glass I held unto earlier, but I don't care. The red stains on my hands were just right where it belong. She's dead. The fairy queen's gone. And even though how hard I convince myself it was all a nightmare, the more I realize it was all true. I hated myself for letting her go. I should've protected her but I've been stupid. So stupid. Why did she have to go?

As the cold wind brushed his back, a certain feeling rushed to the ice mage-the same odd feeling that reminded him of some dreaded memory. He shrugged; he must be too frustrated as he face-palmed to calm his nerves. He blinked to see the coffin gone. He felt himself stumbling over his chair but ended up wondering how his feet stood firmly to the ground. The cries, the sobs, the tears of everyone and everything else were replaced by the usual guild scene like those days they called "normal". He could hear Mira waving her goodbyes to the dragonslayer and the blonde celestial mage. He could hear the thump of Cana's barrel of drink from afar and how Macao scolded her for being such a drunkard even though she's a lady. Everything felt so normal. Again…..

"What the-"

"Gray! It would be helpful of you to start walking and don't just stare like you've seen a ghost or something. Come on, we got to catch the train" an armored woman stood impatiently at the guild's entrance.

"Oh, God. Have I gone worse than insane? That voice… I wish it is but…That can't be, right?" he trembled in his thoughts.

"Gray!" she called again. This time her voice went louder.

"Hey, brainfreeze! Are you coming or not?!" the salmon haired guy yelled. He turned an annoying gaze to the flamehead. He wanted to punch him yet he could see the scarlet thumping impatiently at the door. Her face, her armor, her figure- he couldn't believe everything. If this is a dream, he wouldn't want to wake up forever just to see her.

"Sorry. I spaced out." He ran towards the group. They waved their goodbyes and soon walked out the guild. Gray remained shock- a certain feeling of dejavu bothered him as he focused his stare at Erza's back with her swaying scarlet hair.

"Hey Gray, 'you okay?"Lucy asked.

"Heh. Whatever. If he doesn't want to come, he's free to go back at the guild. I can smash those bastards in Kiri and teach them a lesson myself." Natsu said.

"Kir-ri?!" he stammerss. This is the last place he'd goafterr the tragic memory.

" I thought you listened to me while I discussed the mission earlier, Gray." Erza's tone of voice showed a bit irritation at the ice mage's weird actions.

"Uhhh..yeah." was all he could say.

It was an hour later when thety got into the train. He already figured out it would take at least four hours to reach Kiri with the special train they boarded in. Rumors of negative and fearful magic that spread plague of anxiety turned people and tourists away from their place. Even transportations were affected by it. He knew Erza would knock down Natsu with his motion sickness and Lucy and Happy sleeping soundly at the other side while Erza gets to eat her cheesecake. He's been thinking hard of all the questions he's trying to answer about what the hell is happening to him. To them. He sighed as he never got to choose the rightful conclusion when he got distracted by just looking at the Titania's adorable side while eating her favorite dessert. He cant help but to be amused of how she acted like a kid.

"You got something to say, Gray? You've been staring at me and its really making me uncomfortable. Perhaps you want a piece of my cheesecake?"

"uhh…no. thanks." He said. Then it hit him. His heart raced as his sweat rolled down his temple coldly. His thoughts of desperately finding the answer instantly cleared. This may be his only chance.

" Erza…I was just thinking..maybe you should take a break and let us handle the mission this time…"

"What makes you think 'bout that now, huh?"

"Nothing…it's just that you're working so hard lately. Even though you're the Titania and all of whatever they call you, you're still a girl and seriously…-"

"Seriously Gray, I really don't understand why you're telling me this now when we've been going on missions just like this without ever discussing that matter. You better explain what's going-"

"Will you just listen to me just once?! I don't want you to-"He shouted but trailed off. Aside from despising himself saying that word, he knew Erza's confused reaction with just meeting her eyes. It had a bit of anger lighting up in her eyes.

"I-I'm -sorry… Forget about it.." he said ending the argument. They sat in front of each other not meeting their gazes while an awkward silence filled the air. They'd done for the rest of the hours of the trip.

The train signals to stop. And Gray wasn't excited about it one bit.

so the first chapter ends here-but dont worry..i'll update as soon as i can. Reviews are reaally appreciated for a beginner like me.. thanks a bunch!