Hey guys', well, time for a new story. Also this will be Liley, so if you don't like don't read, it's that simple. Anyway this will be a chapter story, but it might be short. I just hope you guys' enjoy it. :)
Disclaimer: I own nothing
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Miley stirred in her sleep. She scrunched her eyes together, wrinkled her nose, and sucked in a deep breath; only to have immense pressure push back down on her chest. The brunette opened her eyes and looked down at the source of the weight.
Her tired blue eyes traveled down to reveal a splash of blonde hair. Miley smiled. Took her right hand and stroked the soft hair that belonged to her best friend, Lilly. Miley watched as the shorter girl slept on top of her. Peaceful and angelic, Miley leaned down and placed a light kiss on the blonde's forehead, before slipping out of the bed, gently.
Miley made sure Lilly was not disturbed and comfortable before she traveled to her door that led to the back of the deck. Miley walked the short distance to the railing and rested her hands on the rough wood. Miley looked up at the stars, twinkling in the night, and let out a defeated sigh.
She would not admit it, she would never tell anyone, she could deny it all that she wanted, but she could never fool herself. Miley dropped her head and looked out into the dark ocean, swallowing the lump in her throat.
She loved Lilly Truscott.
But she could do nothing about it. Lilly could never be hers, Lilly could never return the feelings that Miley longed for. The feelings that Miley had always felt, ever since she first laid eyes on the blonde, back in sixth grade. Miley sucked in her lower lip and nibbled on it. Now they were going to be juniors. She was sixteen, so for four long years, Miley watched the one she admired from a distance.
Miley could never be the person that put a smile on Lilly's face, the person that would make Lilly's heart jump and stomach flutter. Miley could never be Lilly's. Miley tightened the grip she had on the railing and let her nails dig in the wood.
The brunette girl hated it. She wanted to always be the one for Lilly. She always felt she was the one for Lilly. But Lilly, she would never see her in that light. She would always be the best friend, her partner, her companion, never the lover. Jealousy flashed through Miley every time Lilly would go out on a date, and betrayal would pierce through Miley's heart when she would go out with a boy.
Sure her and Lilly were never together and would probably never get together, but that did not stop the emotional roller coaster Miley was on. Miley loved the fact that her and Lilly were so close and comfortable with each other. They would hug, hold hands, sleep together (at times), and for some odd reason have some type of physical contact whenever they were around each other.
It hurt Miley to know that Lilly only took these simple gestures in a friend way, where she pictured it the total opposite, or wanted the total opposite. To know that some boy could do the same things and more, like kiss her. Miley always wondered what Lilly's lips tasted like, always fantasized the way they would feel brushing upon her own lips.
Liking your friend was not easy, loving your best friend was hard, and loving your best friend while she dated your other friend was difficult. Oliver and Lilly were together and Miley could do nothing about it. How could she? She did not want to lose the bond she had with Lilly or Oliver. She did not want to break that. So she kept her secret hid, held back the tears, and put on a fake smile whenever her two friends were together.
If Miley said or did anything what could happen? Lilly leaving her and losing any chance that she could have with her? Lilly staying but not feeling the same way and end up having an uncomfortable friendship the rest of their lives? And what about Oliver? How would he react? How would he feel that she liked his "women"?
Miley closed her eyes. She lost a battle that never even started. She could not risk the consequences of losing her friends. So she would just have to stay with being so close to Lilly, but feeling so far.
Miley's eyes snapped open and she let out a gasp once she felt a pair of arms slip around her waist. "What are you doing out here?" Lilly asked amused, knowing she scared her best friend, but not meaning to.
Miley relaxed a little and placed and hand on top of Lilly's. "Nothing really," Butterflies built up in Miley's stomach and her heart rate never went down to normal. Lilly rested her head on Miley shoulder and Miley could smell the scent that was just Lilly, making her mouth go dry and her throat constrict, making it hard to talk. "Just couldn't fall back to sleep. How about you?" Miley turned around, leaning against the railing, but never escaping Lilly's grip. "What are you doing up?"
Lilly smiled and her eyes shined in the moon light as she looked up at Miley. Miley smiled back, she lived for that girl's smile. The blonde girl shrugged and leaned forward. The girls body fit perfectly together. Miley wrapped her arms around her, overlapping Lilly's, as Lilly rested her head on Miley's chest. Miley placed her head on top of Lilly's and slowly stroked the shorter girls back, praying her blonde friend did not feel or hear her rapid heart beat. "I lost my partner and couldn't sleep."
Miley smiled, Lilly felt it and smiled back. "Sorry." Miley moved her lips so she could kiss the top of Lilly's head, which made Lilly, snuggle in closer to the brunette. If Miley and anyone else didn't know better it would have seemed like the two were a couple, for they always acted like it. But to Miley that was a dream. "C'mon lets get back to bed."
Lilly did not talk; she squeezed Miley a quick hug and walked back into the pop stars room. Miley watched her go. Her heart rate slowing down and sadness overwhelming it. Tomorrow they would wake up, Lilly would still be her best friend, and Lilly would be with Oliver.
To Miley, being with Lilly was a dream. She wanted her dream to become reality, but never her reality become a dream.
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Kind of short, but hey what can you do? So what do you guys' think? Could dreams become reality for Miles or will she keep on living her dream? We will find out next chapter. Till then. :)
