Anime Fangurl 07: I would just like to say that I do NOT own Yu Yu Hakusho. I wish I did though. I would make Yusuke mine. I also don't own the song, Simple plan does

I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was seven
I waited to eleven
Just to figure out that
No one would call

My friends always say they would call. I sit next to the phone for hours. They would never call. Everytime I see them in the park I always as, "Why didn't you call?" They would always say something like 'they were out' or 'they forgot'. My mom says that they aren't my friends and that they don't want to hang around a little 4 year old. She'd say that the only reason they hung out with me was because I could beat them up if I wanted to. She was right.

I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't here from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own

Everyday my mom says she'll spend some time with me. But when I got home from school, she's not there. There's a always a note saying the samething. 'Hey ,Yusuke, something came up and I can't be home. Sorry!!' Same story all the time. You'd think I'd learn this by now.


And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone
And the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

As I walk home, I pass alittle boy around my age and his mother and father playing happily in the park. I don't have a father so I can't be a good judge of this man. But I do judge the mother. She's a lot better than the one I've got. I feel tears forming in my eyes as they fall down my cheeks. At that moment, I wish I had everything that boy has. I want a caring family.


And maybe when the
Night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these

Four walls again

I lay in bed waiting for my mom to come home. I look at the clock. It's 1 am and she's still not home. I think back to the boy and his family. I wonder if my mom was ever happy with me. If she ever wanted me. I hear the door open. It's now 2. I get out of bed and watch from my doorway as she clapses on the floor. I walk up to her. "Are you OK?" That's a question I ask a lot. "Ya. Now get me a beer." She'd always answer in a harsh tone. I'd flinch when she spoke that way.


I'll try to think about
The last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got
Somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me
Here on my own

I was sitting on the swings in the park one weekend morning, thinking. Thinking about how everyone's got someone to play with as I'm left here all alone. A police officer walks up to me "Where's your parents at kid?" "I only have 1 parent. I never had a dad." The guy would look at me with sympathy. "Where's your mom and friends?" He asked. I look at him. "I don't have friends. My mom's out." I ran after that.


And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone
And the world is
Having more fun than me
What the hell is wrong
With me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and
I can't fall asleep
And every night is
The worst night ever

At home I would break lamps, mirrors, well, anything I could get my hands on really. I ran out of the house. I ran and ran and ran. As I was running, all of my so called "friends" were running after me. I kept running. Soon, no one was chasing me. I was all alone again.


I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone
In the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone
And the world is
Having more fun than me

I was standing infront of the swings when a little girl came up to me. She was around my age. "Want to be fwiends?" She asked with her hand stretched out to me. I was scared. I didn't know whether or not to take the hand. I was scared she really didn't want to be my friend. But then I realized something. I realized that she had the face of someone who wouldn't lie. "Sure!" I was happy. This was my first true friend. Her name was Keiko Yukimura.


Tonight I'm all alone
Tonight Nobody cares
Tonight cause I'm just a kid tonight

At that moment, I knew I WASN'T alone. I had Keiko.

Anime Fangurl 07: So how was it? Please review. And don't be afraid to tell the truth. I won't care. By the way, you might be thinking I spelled friends wrong when Keiko speaks but I didn't. Remember, Yusuke and Keiko are only 4 years old. Like I said...PLEASE REVIEW!!!! If it sucked then say so. personally, I think I could have done better