Its been a whole matter of hours since I left Edward, I don't know why I did it but something told me I wasn't done living my life yet.
I was in my truck heading to jakes house to tell him the news when I saw a silver Volvo in my rear view mirror. I began to blast my radio hoping he would get the hint to leave me be, when our song came on, I know lady gaga bad romance isn't much of a couples song but it just says Edwards's and my relation ship.
I started to push my old beat up truck past fifty trying to out run my thoughts, that were … well we will just say better left unsaid.
I remember when I first heard this song I was learning the dance for a class and I was chose to be lady gaga in the video , that is when I realized my life isn't over, I'm not done living, I also realized this song was about Edward and I , better yet our relation ship.
Flash back
Ok so this whole music video thing was Alice's idea and why I was Lady GaGa I didn't know but when the song came on I was a different person and singing it just made me feel alive I guess.
"Bella out of dream land and start the song already." Rosalie said waving a hand in my face.
I looked down and began to blush, I didn't realize I was day dreaming about being famous until Emmett started to make fun of me saying a speech about winning some award that I had just said. I looked down embarrassed until I heard a smack.
I looked up and saw Emmett on the floor and Alice laughing above him. "Did I hit you that hard ….. Oops." she said smiling
"Ok everyone lest do this." I said loudly so everyone could hear.
We all got into our place and the song began.
(Bella's thoughts)
(Bella)
(Alice and rose)
(ALL)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love-love-love I want your love
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad I want your bad romance
I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!
I want your love and a
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
This was the second big dace scene in the show and that is when Edward and Jake showed up to watch us play. Some reason I got really nervous.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love I want your love
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love I want your love
You know that I want you
'cause im a freak bitch baby!
And you know that I need you
I want a bad bad romance
I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!
I want your love and a
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch baby
I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends
Je veux ton amour
Et Je veux at revache
Je Veux Ton Amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh
I don't wanna be friends
Caught in a bad romance
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance!
I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!
I want your love and a
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la
Want your bad romance
End of song
The song had ended and Jake came running to me hugging me telling me I did a wonderful job.
I Noticed Edward was awe struck.
"Jake I think you should go home ill call you later I have to talk to Edward about something."
End of flash back
That is where I told him I didn't want to be with him and that I wanted to continue my life and live with real people. I knew I was too harsh on him but I needed to live and be free to do what I needed.
I don't know what possessed me to do this but I pulled my car over and called Edwards phone.
"Bella….." he sounded depressed and surprised that I had called.
I began to sing quietly.
"Je veux ton amour
Et Je veux at revache
Je Veux Ton Amour
I don't wanna be friends
I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance" I don't know why but I think I got my message through to him, when I looked over and saw him at my door looking as though , if he could cry he would be. I rolled down my window and kissed his lips slowly.
"I love you and only you. Only you and me could write such a perfect bad romance." I opened my door and hugged him close.
I knew I made the best decision of my life that day , I knew because my life had only just begun with him and even though I was going to be changed into a vampire it wasn't the end of my life just a new chapter.
FIN
An. I know it was cheesy but you have to admit the song really does fit those two in a strange way . Well that is it sooo please hit the lovely button in front of you and review please, please, please I love you all
Amalia