A/N:
I've browsed through the Fairy Tail fanfiction and what I see upsets me. "Lisanna takes the place of Lucy"? "Lucy gets kicked out of Team Natsu"?
NO
That's the main reason people hate Lisanna, honestly.
So that's what inspired me to write this short drabble.
Lisanna walks to the guild every day, forced to hear the snide whispers of the rumors as she hurries across the streets.
"Hey, isn't that Lisomething? I forgot her name, but I hear she's replacing Lucy."
"Eeeeh? How dare anyone replace Lu-tan?"
"People are saying that she's trying to come onto Natsu!"
Lisanna stiffens at this, and walks past the loud pair.
She's had enough. She finally gets to come back from a world where she didn't belong, and she thought she was welcomed, but she eventually figured it out. Her clothes are from Edolas, and aren't as flashy and skimpy as Earthland apparel. Her way of speaking is more rough and casual, since she's been around tough thug-like mages for half her life.
She gets to the guild, trying to forget the negative thoughts attacking her mind. It instantly fails when she sees it, Natsu and Lucy locked into a tight embrace, whispering sweet words in each others' ears.
Yes, she has an undeniable crush on the fire mage. But that doesn't mean that she despises Lucy, in fact, she actually really admired her, but was too shy to strike up conversation with her. And plus, just because she's liked him since they were toddlers didn't mean she was trying to seduce him. She isn't petty, she won't say things like "I liked him first!" because she wasn't like that. She's weak. She can barely defend herself. She can't open 3 celestial gates at a time. She knows it. She knows she isn't strong or busty or outgoing or beautiful like Lucy. But she just wishes Natsu would pick her. She laughs at the thought. Of course he won't.
She's snapped out of her thoughts as Mira calls her name. She looks up to be greeted by a sympathetic glance. She looks around. Everyone looking at her has the same expression.
Why?
Do they feel sorry for her?
Why?
It's not like...Natsu would look at her like he does to Lucy anyways. She turns around with a small smile and walks out of the guild.
It's not like she was important, anyways. How long had it been since she lost a fight?
Walking towards the bridge, she runs a hand through her white hair. Oh, how she longs for the silky blonde hair Lucy has. She lightly traces her fingers around her ice-blue eyes. She wants brown eyes, like Lucy's. She rubs her lips together. She wants full, kissable lips like Lucy's. Maybe then Natsu would kiss them.
It was clear Lucy was everything Natsu wanted. And she wasn't. She reaches the bridge, climbing up onto the railing, swaying perilously. The light breeze ruffles the white hair she's so insecure about. Her ugly pink dress sways with the wind. She stares down at her mud-colored shoes. She could never walk in heels, ever since she was a child. She smiles sadly. She hates her smile.
She jumps.
It's the last fight she'll ever lose.
A/N:
Whoo that was deep! Anyways, this is probably what Lisanna would think if she read all those fanfictions about her, okay? So stoP IT NOW.