Pace Back
again the stars come flying from a distance
far from where i stand
but the fragrance of u gets to my head
the dreams i never knew were breakable
shattered with the sound of that stranger's voice
the thin line holding my heart together is fading
my words won't mean a thing
they're better off not said
it's fading like last time
my world is breaking
the fragrance is still around me
it always reminds me of
the one that doesn't take no for an answer
the one that reads my eyes, my silence
the one that reads my thoughts
who laughs along with me
i might as well think as u
from what ive seen ur beautiful
sometimes in the darkness i see light
because of you i'll see hope instead of dispair
love instead of hate
i'll have something to live for
sometimes it makes me believe im nothing
sometimes you make me feel like shit
but here i am now
as perfect as i'll ever be
until the day i take my last breath
even so
i'll haunt your dreams
making you regret everything u did to me
i can't stand the thought of lonelyness
you made me realize it
but i always try to deny it
you made me who i am today
the person i want to look up to
the person i want to become
now being with you doesnt seem so hard anymore
i can stand straight when im by your side
i can breathe
but im still afraid of speaking
for fear of what u'll think of me
they say your not worth all my heartache
they say your always going to lie
but even so
i still dont want to bealive all they say about
the one that haunts my thoughts
the one with the fragrance
that just... feels right
can you understand the words i spoke?
the ones with the tale of the lost girl
who's heart is cold and sad
the one one who's lost it all
by the sound of that stranger's voice
the voice that manipulated her thoughts
who lied about the past future present
she cries so hard
because she's hurting inside
she's like a flower
it loses color if not taken care of
it dies if not loved
it falls with all regrets
never spoke a word for fear of being hurt
I know i havn't posted anything in a long while but this is a little poem i wrote about my ex and my feelings v.v;;... but here in it's a Squiona... dammit why does that hav to sound so gay o.x;;