A/N: Ok, so I just recently finished the 4th book Breaking Dawn, and I can't seem to have enough. I'm in a Twilight Saga freak mode. So I thought I would make my own 5th book for you to enjoy.

Disclaimer: I own nothing. Sadly, Edward belongs to Stephenie. However the ideas and writing is all original so please maintain those rights to me as the composer.

Preface

I raced through the dark night, bright lights blurring past me as I zigzagged through cars before they even knew I was behind them. My head was filled with multiple emotions, all, way too strong to possibly fit inside of me, and I suddenly wished that Jasper was in the car to settle these feelings of rage, anxiety, sadness, panic, and guilt. But most of all guilt, because I knew that it was all because of me, we were in this mess.

The issue was time. Goddamn time. It never seemed to last long enough when a moment could have lasted forever and it always went inhumanly fast when your whole family's lives were at stake.

I knew I was being reckless. And I knew that what I was about to do could get me, all of us, killed. But there was no turning back. I couldn't. Not like this. I let my eye dart to the digital clock on the dash board, knowing that each second just meant more pain.