Hey everyone after a loong break,a very long break I'm back with a new story and a cold lol.I decided to not write a sequal for my story Haters or Lovers!! But I hope you like that story as well.
It's written in Jude's POV! Please read and Review!
Disclaimer: I sadly own nothing!!!No Jude, no Tommy,no Instant Star!!!
Jealous Girl
1.How it all began...
Now I have it!Or better now I have him.The man I always wanted.The man I was fighting for 3 years. I could have punched him and screamed at him sometimes but I prefered kissing him. Kissing him is like a drug, you always want more and more and you can't stop it. It was hard for me. Especially when I was a minor. I remember my sixteenth birthday. Shay just broke up with me and I was down. I wanted to die. No I wanted someone who cared about me. My wish came true! Yeah Tommy kissed me. And I'm sure that this was my first real kiss.Yeah everything would have been so perfect but life is not fantasy and he broke my heart right after he fixed everything with kissing me.
Then we kissed again and I thought he actually meant it.Yeah I thought wrong. Again. And I had to work with him again.What would you do? Quit? No I could never quit what I love ,music!
Since that day tension was between us .
It was getting harder and harder to be in the same room with Tommy. And I always caught myself watching him mixing something, instead of writing a new song. When he said something I always felt my cheeks blushing. I'm not the shy type! Really!! Things were pretty weird between us and they were getting weirder and weirder. Tommy had various new girlfriends. I admit it I was jealous ,I wanted to be one of them .I wanted to be the one who could kiss Tommy all the time and I wanted to be the one who he made love to! But it wasn't me it was always a different girl! I was a little kid who had a crush on him. No actually it was half that bad. Tommy told me a thousands of times that he cared about me but somehow I couldn't believe it. Everytime we got out of the studio another girl was waiting for him. And I'm not stupid! I knew what he was doing with her! And it did hurt!
Finally my 18th birthday came.Tommy and I disappeared as soon as it was possible
I knew what was going on. I waited for this since I was 15. He pushed me in his chair and we made out the whole night. That was two weeks ago. Now we are officially together and that's where the problems begin...