A/N: Hey hey! This is my first PD story, so yeah. I hope you enjoy this story, and don't forget to review!
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the plot. Meg Cabot owns the characters, and 98 Degrees owns the song.
You Don't Know
Who could know the emptiness inside
Every time I see your face
Too many feelings left behind
Do you wonder why
I turn away when you look at me
Never wanting your eyes to see
This desperate heart that knows
How perfect we could be
God, I am so pathetic. I swear. I mean, what guy in his right mind would fall in love with his little sister's best friend? Especially when she's a freshman and I'm a senior. And I have no clue what to do about it. I mean, there's no way she feels the same way about me. And if Lilly found out, then she would flip! If only I could make Mia see how perfect we are for each other.
Baby cause you don't know how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know
She doesn't know how I feel about her, and, for a while, I intended on keeping it that way. But now, I realize that that's not doing anybody any good. I seriously think that I'm going insane because of this, too. All of the songs I write are about her. About how smart and talented and beautiful she is. Ugh! I am such a lovesick loser!
All I ever wanted in the world
Baby I found in you
I never felt this way before
But I can't break through
And now I lie awake, alone at night
So afraid now to close my eyes
Just one more dream of you
I'll carry here inside
If only I could find a way to tell her. And if only she felt the same way about me! This is seriously driving me insane. How much longer until Lilly walks in my room and hears these love songs about Mia. I mean, I'm sure she'd figure out who the songs were about. She's not stupid. And then she would yell and scream about how perverted I am. Then, she would go and call Mia and they would laugh their heads off while my heart would slowly break into a thousand pieces.
Baby cause you don't know how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know
But, she's absolutely perfect. She's everything I want in a girl and more. I don't care if she'll have to rule over an entire country one day. I just want to be right there by her side while she does. I want to hold her in my arms every night and kiss her and hold her hand, and do everything else that a loving boyfriend is supposed to do to his girlfriend. That is my dream.
And I would hold you all through the night
I would stay right by your side
And I would give you the world if your love was mine
But baby could it be I'm only dreamin'
Don't let it pass me by
Maybe I should just tell her. I mean, what good am I doing spilling my guts here. I think there is some hope. She acts like she at likes me. Maybe she doesn't love me like I love her, but she acts like she likes me at least. Maybe I can get her to love me. If only.
Baby cause you don't know how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know