This is just another one-shot about the time in Eclipse when Bella had to make her choice between Edward and Jacob! I thought the lyrics to "Starts with Goodbye" by Carrie Underwood described the whole event and how Bella was feeling very well!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does!

Disclaimer: I don't own "Starts with Goodbye, Carrie Underwood does!

"I'm sorry Jacob"

I had just told Jacob how I really felt and I now felt like half of my heart was being destroyed. As I sat in my truck and cried to myself waiting for Edward to come I turned the radio on to try and get my mind off Jacob. The second song to come on was the supposedly the most requested song of the day it was "Starts with Goodbye" by Carrie Underwood.

I was sitting on my doorstep

I hung up the phone, and fell out of my hand

But I knew I had to do it

And he wouldn't understand

So hard to see myself without him

I felt a piece of my heart break

But when you're standing across the road

There's a choice you gotta make

I guess it's gonna have to hurt

I guess I'm gonna have to cry

And let go of some things I've loved

To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down

Like learning when your trying to fly

They say that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life

Starts with goodbye

I know there's a blue horizon

Somewhere up ahead, just waiting fro me

Getting there means leaving things behind

Sometimes life so bitter sweet

I guess it's gonna hurt

I gues im gonna cry

And let go of some things I've loved

To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down

Like learning when you're trying to fly

It's sad but sometimes

Moving on with the rest of your life

Starts with goodbye

Time heals

The wounds that you feel

Somehow, right now

I guess it's gonna hurt

I guress I'm gonna cry

And let go of the some things I've loved

To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down

Like falling when you're trying to fly

It's sad but sometimes

Moving on with the rest of your life

Starts with goodbye

I guess it's gonna hurt

I guress I'm gonna cry

And let go of the some things I've loved

To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down

Like falling when you're trying to fly

It's sad but sometimes

Moving on with the rest of your life

Starts with goodbye

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na,

As I listened to that song and Edward finally showed up I realized that, that song was pretty much describing my feelings right now, as I laid there, huddle in Edwards strong arms I sighed.

Yeah I know it was a little different than in Eclipse like the "hanging up the phone" part but is was close and I also know that Bella doesn't listen to country but its one of my favorite songs! alyssa