Over the Edge
Summary: Harry goes over the edge, but no one notices or cares... Or does it?
Rating: Mature
Archive Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death, Underage
Relationship: Harry Potter/Voldemort
Characters: Harry Potter, Voldemort
Additional Tags: Suicide, Suicide Attempt, Not Beta Read
For RiddleSnape
Chapter 1: Harry's POV
He didn't understand, he didn't understand the meaning, the reason, the why, he just didn't understand. He was messed up, messed up so badly that he was like a corpse that moved - not yet dead but neither was it alive.
Most of the time he pretended, he had gotten very good at it, pretend... until he couldn't anymore.
He couldn't deal with this anymore. He tried, he really did but he just... and no one, No Bloody Someone, saw it. Yes, he was sadder, but then again he had just witnessed death, so who cared?
He looked at the back of his hand as blood fell from the wound formed by the blood quill. Such an interesting sight the red falling down his white skin...
He found himself in the Perfect's bathroom, just like last year, and this time there was no Myrtle or dragon egg. Taking a deep breath - he just had to be stupid to even be pondering this -, he grabbed the small scalpel he had for potions and took it to his arm...
The pain was barely unbearable, but he'd felt worse... lots worse.
He closed his eyes and leaned back against the wall of the bathtub under water with his head out of water. He started to feel light headed... and then... PAIN!