Hey. This is my first fic (a very short one shot fic). I'm new with this fanfiction thingy. I'm not a really good writer and English is not my first language so yeah my vocab and grammar must be pretty bad. It's bad. I did this just because i love brittana and heya so much. I wrote this just to satisfy my needs. Hehe. So enjoy, and if you read please review. I just want to know is this bad or just okay or just..bad. But wait, apparently, HeYa's not endgame in this. Sorry. Oh and, you guys should listen to this song before read this, But Not In That Way by Sam Smith. It somehow screams HeYa when i listen to this. Xx -A.A
5 years relationship.
2 people.
In love.
But, not in that way.
"i'm sorry, naya. believe me, i love you but.. not in that way."
Those words.. Those fucking words.. Kept buzzing in my mind. She's not in love with me? She's fucking with me.
No, nope. Yes, she's in love with me. Yes.. no, she doesn't. She's marrying taylor in a month. What the hell am I doing?
"honey, i love you."
No.
"say something. don't just sit there and staring at me like i'm a fucking god."
You are, heather.
"nay.."
Nope. Don't cry. Don't cry, rivera. You are naya fucking rivera. You can't cry infront of the love your life. Just no.
"babe.. c'mere.."
Just run, rivera.
I ran. What the hell, rivera? What the fuck is happening? First, you broke off the engagement with sean. And now? You acting like
a bitch. You are a bitch. Desperately in love with your own best friend? She's your best friend! A fucking best friend! Nope. She's the love of my life.
She's the one. Not just a fucking best friend. Go get her. Go get your happiness.
But what if her happiness is not me but.. taylor? I need her in my life for me, for my own sake. What? I'm so selfish. If i love her i need to back off.
Because obviously she's in love with taylor, not me. She does love me, but just.. not in that way. She said so.
"heard that you had feelings for my fiancé? what is up, naya?"
Fucking taylor. But i can't blame him. She loves taylor so much. He loves her too.
"she's been crying for the whole time because she thought that she might've lost her best friend."
"first of all, i'm in love with her. i have feelings for her. yes, she might have."
"w-what?"
"i just.. just forget about all of these. can we? obviously i'm not going to get her. you guys are getting married like what a month now? can you just send my love for her, yeah? that's all i can give to her- you guys for your wedding. i'm not going to ruin her life just because i need her in my life, my happiness. she's my happiness, taylor. if she's happy, i'm happy for her. wait, i'm not going to lie. yes, i'm not going to happy if she's with someone that is not me, but i need to give it up. let it go. that's what we do when we love someone, right? she loves you, taylor. take care of my best friend, will ya?"
There you go. I gave it up.
"naya-"
"of course, you will."
And by that, officially, i lost my best friend, my girl, my dork and importantly the love of my life.
Move on.
Because that's what she wants from me.
Move your ass on, rivera.
Forget her.
Forever.
Never.
I will be forever in love with you, heather.
I promise that.