I try

by Candie K

There are not that many(maybe none) songfics of of Han&Leia. So I decided to write one. The song by Marcy Gray. Star Warszed.

Title: I Try

Author: Julia Santel

Disclaimer: The Star Wars stuff belongs to Lucas, and the song stuff belongs to M. Gray, pr who in the heck wrote it (who is very talented).

Author Note: This is my first every songfic. I would like all comments. (Really!)

Games, changes and fears (Leia and Han say goodbye to each other before at Cloud City)

When will they go from here (She just looks at maybe for the last time)

When will they stop (She remembers that Vader and stormtroopers are everywhere)

I believe that fate has brought us here (She kisses him and says I love you)

And we should be together babe (Han just says 'I know')

But we're not (Leia wakes up on the Falcon, realizing that all has already happen)

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you (It was just a nightmare)

And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' (Leia goes and checks on Luke)

I try to say goodbye and I choke (Luke ask her if she alright, Leia can't say anything)

Try to walk away and I stumble (She tries to walk away)

Though I try to hide it, it's clear (He asks her if she loves Han)

My world crumbles when you are not here (She says yes with tears in her eyes)

Goodbye and I choke (He tells her that they will find Han)

I try to walk away and I stumble (She gets up)

Though I try to hide it, it's clear (She finds a place to be alone, Leia hates to let anyone see her when she is sad)

My world crumbles when you are not here (And she just sobs)

I may appear to be free (Leia talks to Lando about where the Rebels are)

But I'm just a prisoner of your love (They finally arrive on the ship 'Bright Hop')

And I may seem all right and smile when you leave (She smiles at Luke as they get out of the Falcon)

But my smiles are just a front (Her heart is hurting worse then before)

Just a front, hey (She helps Luke to the Med-Bay)

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you (Leia starts to daydream)

And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' (She says 'Hello to all the Rebel Officers)

Chorus

Here is my confession (She watches Luke sleep. Glad that she told him about her and Han.)

May I be your possession (Leia wishes Han were here)

Boy, I need your touch (She remembers the brief time that they were together)

Your love, kisses and such (The talks, the embraces)

With all my might I try (She then remember that she is a princess and he a smuggler)

But this I can't deny (But she doesn't care)

Deny (Not at all)