A/N: Ok well my bestest friend was having issues with his gf and yeah this is what came out of it ONESHOT
Why can't the heart just give up what is a lost cause before it even started? Why is it so hard to you? Why every time you talk about that girl you like, I ball up and cry in my room alone? I wish I could just scream it and kiss you and have a happy ever after. Instead I sit and listening your problems about your girlfriend. I don't mind of coarse, I'm happy to help you, but it breaks my heart every time you tell me she loves you. You wanted to break up with her and you practice what you would say with me, you came to me to help you clear you thoughts. Even when you did break up she's begging you to take her back and you say no. You rant to me but I still know you like her. I also know you don't like me.
But it's strange sometimes, stuff you say make me think you might have a trickle of feeling for me. You never do though. My brain tells me to move on, it's hopeless but my heart won't let go. Even after four years, threw every fight and every hard time, you stuck by my and never let me go off too far. It has made me love you even more. We both say you can't love this young, that's the reason you dumped her, but I think I love you. In fact I know I love you.
Every love song makes me think of you, every movie I wish I could watch with you just laying there in your arms, keeping me safe. Every time you say you are here at a certain time and you are late I can't concentrate on anything, every five minuets I'm checking for you. I can't feel any relief unless I know you're safe. You have to know everything I'm thinking and you always have to cheer me up. You make me feel safe and I know you will never let me fall.
You saw me while I was small and invisible and no one cared. You rescued me from my own personal hell. When broken but you helped fix me. That the best thing about you. You fixed something that was almost impossible to fix. That's when I fell in love with you. You never judge me for how I was raised or how I look.
I know this friendship won't last. We will grow and separate into our own worlds. It is unstoppable, no matter what we saw now at sixteen.
But for now you are my best friend and I am completely in love with you.