This is just a one-shot that came to me when I was listening to You're Beautiful by James Blunt… I don't know, I think that the song goes pretty good with this… I don't own Bones or the song. I think it's a song-fic but I just put the parts of the song that goes with it.
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My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
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Zack was completely alone in his room of the Mckinley psychiatric hospital, he was thinking about everything he left behind, just for a logic that didn't seemed so logical anymore. "I took a risk, I risked it all just for a man's logic. And now I feel… I don't have any chance to tell Dr. Brennan what I feel for her… it can't be love because it doesn't exist, it's illogical, but… I can't explain it on another way…"He felt his tears falling down his cheeks…
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I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
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"I disappointed everyone, but mostly I disappointed her… just Hodgins come to visit me sometimes and even Angela came one time with Booth, Cam and Hodgins… but she never came, and she'll never do because I hurt her and she can't forgive me… and I understand that…"
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Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
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"I remember the first time I saw her… I extended my hand expecting she give me hers but she didn't, but she's not like that… it was just because I'm her stu… I WAS her student. Everything she did, she did it because she knew I would be a good anthropologist… she cared about me?... she care about everyone…"
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And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
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"I'll never see her again…" Now he was crying a lot, he didn't care the others saw him crying, he have been hiding it… and now it was time to let it out "She hates me now… and I hate myself too… what I'd give to see her again, just one more time"
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You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
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"Love it's just a body reaction to different factors… but still, I think that's what I feel for Dr. Brennan… I love her, and I wish I could tell her… I wish I could change the past. Even when that's impossible, I wish I could…"
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But it's time to face the truth,
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"But now… now all I can have it's this…" He was holding a letter, the letter he received from his teacher, his mentor, his boss… and his love
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I will never be with you.
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Thank y'all for reading, this is my first song-fic and my first one on English, so if there is any words or phrases bad spelled I apologize.
Kisses from Honduras