Why Do You Hate Me

I don't own Inuyasha.

"Why Do You Hate Me?"

"You want to know why I hate you so much. It's because you look like him. You look at me and all I see is him. I see his disappointment in me because I was his first-born. I see his regret that I'm not more like him… like you.

"When I look at you I see his weakness. I see the shame that Father gave to our family line, too my line. Because of his weakness I lost the respect that one of my station deserves. Because of his weakness I am considered weak.

"I don't care about Tetsusaiga anymore. The Fang is useless to me. But I hate that he chose that you were its only chosen one. I hate that whenever a powerful Youkai touches Tetsusaiga they get burned but I also hate that Tetsusaiga is useless in the hands of a mortal.

"I hate that you allow a mere mortal control you. Not only with that damnable necklace but also with your emotions. I hate that you allow some one to hurt you when you don't deserve it. I hate that you pretend that it's not humiliating that a female dominates over you.

"I hate you because you are rash and don't think about the consequences of your actions. You fight even when it isn't your fight. You are too softhearted that one-day while helping someone you will get yourself killed

"I hate that you were wanted and I was just born to take over the Western Lands. They could have chosen not to have but he wanted you. He loved you even though he never knew you. He never loved me. I was raised to be an heir and that is all I shall be.

"I hate that you have found a pack that actually cares about you. Rin cares but she nothing more than a child who doesn't trust her own people. Jaken only stays by my side because I saved his life and feels that he owes me. One day they may leave me. Only death will tear your pack apart.

"But most of all, I hate that you are my equal."