Hey guys! So here's a new story of one shots from the anime/ manga Code. Breakers. Its awesome, check it out if you haven't seen it. Itll all be different short stories so have fun with that. Story edited by loveless fangirl. It don't own Code. Breakers or the characters used. Warning: Yaoi, rough, bad language. Enjoy.

After the first time I became lost, coming out of it, hurt more than going in.

Ogami looked up with sleepy eyes, Toki's tense hands on his wrists and body on top of him. It wasn't a random dream that swept his mind in his blank state. He had been here before. Couple years ago, a year ago, a few months ago, Ogami didn't want to remember but something made him. His tired muscles and mind starting to become aware, he tried to squirm away with a quiet groan, his lungs not ready to scream. It was instinctive.

"Knock it off," Toki said, slamming his wrist down to make him stop. "You knew that this would happen if you got lost again."

"Screw you." He growled

"Heh, you first."

"Stop it."

He clenched his teeth and tried to get out from under Toki's body, but he was still too weak from his time lost. Ogami stopped. He looked up and sighed. "Come on, Toki. For once, for fucking once, make a good decision in your life."

"Why do I have to make when I know you're not going to?" Toki said with a fleeting smirk. "I told you that this would happen when you got lost. Apparently you haven't learned anything from me doing this, Six."

Ogami turned his head and flashed his teeth. Bawling up his fists that he wanted to set a blaze, but if he did, he'd quickly lose strength and go back to the same state he came out of. Then be greeted by the same person on him. Toki felt Ogami's wrists become warm just thinking about it, he smirked, making magnetic restraints to replace his hands. Toki put his hands on his hips, while Ogami tried to get out of the odd restraints.

I'd been here before.

Ogami blinked his eyes open, a blur of ceiling and smoke passing his nose coming by. His whole body hurt and it felt like he had slept for a week instead of two days. He lightly groaned as he switched his head back and forth, seeing blonde locks and familiar furniture.

"This is… This is my house…" Ogami mumbled from a dry mouth.

"Hmm?" Toki hummed and swung around with a burning cigarette in his mouth. He smiled. "Hey, Sleeping Beauty is finally awake."

"Shut up," Ogami said and started to sit up. He sighed, rubbing his head. "Tell me what happened."

"You went lost because you're an idiot." Toki said with a cheerful smile.

"Thanks for that," Ogami glared. "Can you get me a water? And put that out, it'll make my room smell"

"Water is on your other side."

Ogami turned and got the cup with bendy straw in it from when he was out. He took a quenching sip while Toki stubbed out his cigarette. "Don't get that on my rug," Ogami warned. "What are you doing here, anyway?"

"They're out cleaning up your mission and leaving me here with you," Toki stretched with a yawn before he walked over. "Sucks that I had to take care of you and get none of the action."

"I didn't finish the mission?"

"No, asshole, you didn't. You thought you could take all those guys by yourself because of your hard on for justice, or destroying evil, or whatever you're into, and used up your powers," Toki's tone becoming agitated, he crossed his arms. Sitting down by Ogami "What the hell, Six? You know you shouldn't do everything on your own, that's why we're all a team."

Ogami shrugged. "I saw my chance and I took it. I couldn't wait."

"You tryin' to get killed out there?" Toki asked "Or get one of us killed?"

"I'm not trying to do anything but my job. Nothing happened when I was gone and everyone can take care of themselves. I don't really care." Ogami sighed and turned on his other hip to lie down.

Toki slammed his hands down on the ground. Ogami was unfazed and took it as just a temper tantrum. He couldn't see the disgust or hate in Toki's mismatched eyes.

I was idiotic. I was stupid. He proved that to me.

Toki crawled back on Ogami and crept his hand up Ogami's singed shirt. Ogami seethed and tensed his abs under Toki's hand. The touch was cold on his skin, Toki only grinned at the rejection still coming of Ogami like a wave. Toki chuckled.

"It's funny, how many time have we done this? Three? Four times since that day?"

"Shut up, don't talk about it."

"Oh yeah, that depends on how many more times you're going to use up your powers and leave us on our own. I think you'd try to be more careful with that hot piece you have now."

"Knock it off! Don't talk about her right now!"

"Sorry, getting so defensive," Toki put a finger to his own lips. "I wouldn't be too loud. We are at Sakura's house this time. Someone could run in and they'd see you in your. Pathetic. State."

Ogami's eyes widened at the information given to him. He'd given into this play before, but now he couldn't let it happen. "Toki, stop, I'm not going to let this happen again, not in Sakura's house."

"Really now?" Toki leaned in close with a grin wide enough to make Ogami feel sick. "You must not want your little girlfriend to hear you moan, is that it?"

The whispering voice made Ogami tremble, with fear and humiliation. In earlier years, Ogami fought the first time, after it happened he waited for another attack. It got harder and harder to fight back every time he came out of being lost. Toki always offered first to watch Ogami when he was lost, but with Sakura and the team coming back, he had to wait. Ogami was fed up , he wouldn't allow this cycle to be repeated.

Ogami spat up at Toki's face. Toki winced and wiped off his cheek. "Asshole."

"Eat shit, I'll scream." Ogami threatened.

Toki chuckled and tore buttons off Ogami's shirt, hearing growls and gasps from him. Toki's hands ran up to Ogami's pale pecks, feeling hot skin and pink flesh. Ogami still hadn't opened his mouth, only give dagger stares. "That's weird," Toki said and leaned down. "I hear you threatening but I don't hear you screaming."

His hands are always so cold.

"Toki! What the fuck are you doing?!" Ogami yelled.

Toki had pounced on his body after not getting across the point of losing a team mate or getting himself hurt. Code Breakers didn't need another dead body on their hands, even if it was someone he hated. In some way, even knowing everyone was a dog to the government, he couldn't see another one go. Ogami knew what he wanted his purpose to be and he didn't care how he got it done, just that he did.

Toki's grip got tighter on Ogami's hip. He could see the anger now, the agitation, and the face of utter rage. "What the fuck are you doing?! Give a shit about others, asshole! Do you think it's right not to even think about your teammates every once in a while?!" Toki snapped

"Why do you care?! To everyone in the world, we aren't real, remember?!"

"Yeah I do, but we know we exist. You don't give a fuck about your own actions or what you put others through. You wouldn't even give a fuck if someone got hurt or a mission couldn't be done because you were lost! And you won't even say a sorry when everyone gets back, will you? Because you don't care. "

Ogami tried to stay calm, thinking Toki was still throwing a fit. He pushed his head up off the ground and narrowed his eyes. He quelled his voice from the shout earlier. "Get off of me. Before I burn your body into ash." He gritted, bawling his fist and wanting to make a flame

Toki cheekily snickered. "You think you really wanna do that?!" Toki exclaimed. "You just came out of being lost not even five minutes ago. Your body can't handle that yet."

He had a point.

"I'm not looking for a fight, Toki." Ogami said, relaxing his palms

"Neither am I." Toki stated.

"Then what do you want from me? You already lectured, now what?"

Toki grinned. A devilish idea popping into his head, he locked Ogami's wrists to the floor and sat up.

"I was thinking about teaching you a lesson. One that would make you think twice before you use all of your powers." Toki flung off his jacket. "One that makes you put others before your stupid goal."

Toki's fingers walked up under Ogami's shirt, touching his hips and lower abdomen. Ogami quickly gasped and started to kick his legs. Panicking over the chill touches.

"Get the fuck off of me! Stop joking around and get off!"

Toki pinned down Ogami's legs and made his body stay still for as long as he wanted. After feeling his body tagged to the ground, Ogami swallowed and took a breath, trying to keep his cool collective face. He saw how serious Toki was being behind all the smiling masks he showed.

"Shh, I wouldn't yell loud if I were you." Toki playfully whispered. "I'd try to keep my mouth shut. That's how you'll get over this quicker."

"You're a prick," Ogami growled. "I swear I'd kill you if I co-"

"But you can't, can you? You're helpless and no one is coming to help you. Not with the mess you left them with."

Ogami stayed silent. Toki only smiled.

Toki scratched under Ogami's chin, Ogami flicked his head to the other side. Rejection was all he could do. Toki leaned down to kiss Ogami's neck, Ogami looked at the wall with a strained face and his nail's digging in his palms. No one was coming soon, and no one would stop him.

I knew no one would come the times before. But this time they can… So why don't I yell?

Ogami blankly looked up at the ceiling. Feeling smooth lips on the curves of his collar bones with hands sticking to his body. Starting to feel skin touching his as he tried to keep his eyes diverted, the occasional buck of his legs, knowing if he struggled more than that Toki would restrain him like he always had before. He started to learn, he started to care less, and it started to become natural.

Toki nibbled on Ogami's collar bones, working his way into a bite on Ogami's chest, trailing down his hands to the buckle of Ogami's pants. Ogami heard the clinking, grunting from a kick, and then turning his head to the side, red coming to his nose. Toki looked up from the squirm.

"What is it?" Toki asked slinking upwards but keeping his hand low. "Aw, don't tell me you're already getting shy."

Ogami wrinkled his nose, narrowing his eyes and keeping his mouth shut. Toki grabbed Ogami's jaw line and made him look in his multi-colored eyes, his fingers already making quick work of his zipper.

"I'm not letting you look away so easily," Toki started to pull down his underwear, playing shamelessly with the elastic. "I think you can keep your eyes opened on this part."

Ogami let out an angry sigh curling up his lip but not muttering a word. Toki chuckled. "Silent treatment. It's probably best, you keeping your mouth shut."

"Screw you." Ogami quietly said

Toki got out Ogami's soft member in his palm, after that, he jerked Ogami's head down. Seeing his cock in the palm of a rival sent shivers up his spine, Ogami tried to turn his face away.

"Oh no," Toki brought Ogami's head back to the position he put it in. Only, his hand was on the back of Ogami's head. "I said you're going to look at yourself, and that's what you'll do." Toki said through clenched teeth.

Before Ogami could say any words, Toki's hand started to move. Ogami lightly gasped from his throat, sweat ran off his cheek as his member started to grow. He lightly started to pant and feel his heart race. Ogami tried best to prevent any sounds from escaping, anything that would give Toki satisfaction.

"St-stop." Ogami breathed out.

"Stop?" Toki brought his mouth to Ogami's ear. "How can you tell me to stop with your dick growing in my hand?"

"Don't talk to me like that."

"I'll talk to you however I want."

Toki licked up Ogami's ear-Ogami tensed when he felt teeth on his lobe-jerking his hand faster. Ogami's hips bucked, and his chest rose with the pace. His mouth opened wide, his closing against the unwanted pleasure. Toki swirled his thumb on the tip of Ogami's head playing with the precum slowly forming, a trembling moan finally escaped his captives lips. Toki smirked, and yanked Ogami's hair back making his eyes become slit with his breath hitching.

"How do you feel, Six? Helpless? Weak? Humiliated?"

"St-ah!- p it!" Ogami moaned.

"Or have you gotten used to it now? You haven't fought back like usual. Maybe you're enjoying yourself? Do you like the way I touch you? Like being my bitch?"

Ogami arched his back inhaling from how the stokes were long and quicker. He swallowed and glared back at Toki. "Like I would lust for you."

"You seem to be moaning for me."

Ogami held his breath. Moans coming out like hiccups. A sinking feeling coming from his body, Toki told the truth about that part. It made him feel embarrassed, it destroyed his pride, he started to tear up. Liquid started to pool over and run down Toki's knuckles, Ogami's hips pumping up into his fist when he stopped moving. Toki knew what that meant.

"If you didn't only think of yourself, this would never happen," Toki licked Ogami's tears away. Ogami scowled. "Or if you learned that first time I wouldn't have to do this."

"Is that wh-wha-Hah- ah~ what D-daddy says to you when you s-screw up?" Ogami moaned out. Toki frowned and only pumped faster, tightening his grip until it was almost painful (his father being mentioned always upset him). "I b-bet he's the one who taught you this."

Toki lowly growled, yanking harshly at Ogami's hair, forcing a whimper past his victims' lips. "Do you see yourself?" Toki harshly asked. "You're blushing and tearing up. I bet that if I stopped moving you'd still be fucking my hand, with you moving like you are. You have a beautiful voice Ogami. Worthy of a porn star."

Ogami looked down, his cock swelling and leaking sporadically. He was heated, sweating lightly from the semi-rough handling and the words thrown at him. Ogami was disgusted with himself, not doing anything, not being able to stop his body, not being able to deny Toki's words. What had he just thought?

Toki let Ogami arch his head back in a last stifling moan before coming into Toki's hand and on his stomach. Toki sat up from the ground and chuckled, licking cum off his fingers. Ogami trembled in embarrassment and anger, still shackled to the ground with the almost invisible magnetic cuffs.

Toki wiped his lip and stood up between Ogami's legs. He tapped a knee to make him look forward. "Bend your knees, or you know I'll do it for you." Toki said, sternly

Ogami stubbornly and slowly bent his knees up and spread them more. Toki took off the rest of Ogami's pants. He was now expose- indecent- to the one he hated the most, his jaw shivering with aggravation (not fear, never fear) as he breathed through his nose. Toki licked his lips and got down on his knees, touching a cheek to make Ogami jump from the ground, a snicker coming from Toki. Toki undid his own pants and spat in his hand. He gave a few rubbed to his member.

"Are you still scared of this?" Toki asked. His tip circling and spreading the rim of Ogami's hole. Earning a shudder. "It would be funny if you were."

Ogami looked up and flashed his teeth. "Do I look scared to you?"

Toki smiled. "Very."

Toki started to push in, clinging to Ogami's calves to hold them up. Ogami clenched his eyes tightly, curling his toes and trying so hard to just have a scream leak out of his mouth than come out full force. He let his mouth come open and only shaky inhales and breaths came out. Along with tears rolling off his cheeks. He through his head back and whined in pain.

"Fuck!" Ogami whined.

Once Toki was all the way in, he didn't care what Ogami was feeling. Because all he felt was the heat Ogami exuded and how tight he felt around him. Toki started to move at a rough pace, tearing Ogami's' delicate passage. Ogami sobbed softly, his mouth open and drooling in the corner, he let out pained noises. He wanted to keep quieter but wasn't able. He felt what he assumed was blood trickle from his entrance, hearing grunts from Toki as the blood eased his movements.

It's always hurt. Every single time.

Ogami yelled loud, as his own sweat (among other things) soaked the blanket he was lying on. The pain was unbearable and the nail's that pierced his thighs didn't help much either. The stench of blood, tears, sex, and cigarettes were strong, and all coming from the two. Ogami's body trembled with the pain, his voice steadily growing in volume, while Toki cooed out breaths. The ground thumped with Ogami's back sliding up and down on the wooden floor.

"Hah! Ah! T-Toki, p-please-!" Ogami interrupted himself with his own lustful voice.

"What, Six? Are you pleading for more?"

Toki pushed in harder and quicker.

"Gah! N-No!" He shouted, keeping his eyes closed.

Ogami's stark body squirmed on the ground, trying to disconnect from Toki and his strong, slim body. Toki still couldn't believe Ogami was still trying to get out of this, like he had regained the hope he lost years ago. Ogami's cock twitched, pearl after pearl slid off in droplets, until they came like a river.

"Hah! Nnngh, Toki! T-Toki!" Ogami screamed.

"Ogami," Toki said. He put his clammy palm on Ogami's throat, making him deeply inhale and look up. His eyes watery and slit open above bright red cheeks. "Look at my face when you call my name. You never know, this might be the last time you see it."

Ogami swallowed and tilted his whole body back as he came. Toki, soon after.

He was in me. His whole being inside of me.

Ogami was curled under his covers Sakura set out for him. Lavenders and cotton, now stained in cum and sweat. He clenched the pillow and kept his eyes diverted, in the dimness of the room, Toki had flicked open his lighter and light a cigarette while he put his jacket back on.

He always has to smoke after we do it.

Ogami's breathing came out in soft heaves while his whole body was chilled from the room air. Or maybe the tears still sliding from his face finally wrapped around his body. He truly knew now, how hard it is to be helpless, to be useless with no one to protect you. He almost felt like throwing up. Toki slung back on his button up, lit cigarette between his teeth.

"This better have taught you something," Toki turned back after he had buttoned his shirt back on. He got a blanket from a pile and through it on Ogami's body. "Here, cover yourself up."

Ogami was speechless. The blanket was scratchy around his body but it kept him warm. He swallowed. "I'm gonna kill you for this." Ogami clearly said.

Toki took a drag from his cigarette. "When you get your strength back, I don't care what you fucking do," Toki slung his jacket over his shoulder and squatted eye level with Ogami. "Just know, every time you become lost, just think about what happened today. Because it'll happen all over again." Toki said smugly with a vicious smile on his face. "…oh, and by the way,…"He looked over his shoulder as he left the room "…Sakura just ran down the hall."

I hate you. More than anything in the world. But you know how to get your point a crossed….

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