A/N: Sorry if this is so short please forgive me for it just wanted to show you guys what i have so far for this maybe story. Hope you like and reviews are the best:)
Eddie's P.O.V.
I looked into her hazel incandescent eyes and felt a lump grow in my throat. Unsettling nerves invaded my stomach and made me feel lopsided. I couldn't control my rapid breathing It's been so long since I've seen her. The last time I laid eyes on her was before the accident took place now she doesn't even look alive. Her eyes looked like black pits as soon as their sparkle left. Her skin looked pallid and she was shaking vigorously. My mind flashed back to scene before it all took place. Before she became like this. Emotionally and mentally broken. I've never seen someone look as fragile as her. She didn't really have anybody. Her foster parents were not even taking substantial care of her. I knew this because she's one of my closest friends since the beginning of freshman year here at our high school. My Dad and Mom used to be very close to her parents until the tragedy happened. Right now I was holding her in my arms right here on a park bench. After her parents got into a fight yet again she rushed out of her house and called me to meet her. I wanted badly for all this pain to vanish, for her sake.
Tears continuously trickled down her face, falling onto my clothing, but I didn't mind. I felt my heart ache for her as bitterness and pain overwhelmed me. I felt like I couldn't do anything for her. All I could do was hold her and that's it. A girl of only 18 years old, how can she be so broken? I always used to see her with a broad smile plastered on her face, but now all I see if frowns. She's not herself anymore. At school she hardly talks to anyone except for me. Luckily my career in the music business hasn't taken off quite yet so I have all the time to spend with her. She means a lot to me. I'm still climbing my way up to the top but it's hard when I see she needs help. I want her to feel worth something, like she has a purpose in this world. I don't know what to do anymore. Her face only shows the expression of an exhaust and agony. In my eyes she was reeking of mental and physical exhaustion. Loren means the world to me and I can't let her think so little of herself.
Everyday she belittles herself and downgrades her beauty. She's beautiful and doesn't even realize it. I can't seem to fix her. A heart-broken beyond repair need fixing, but I haven't even mended a piece. I remind her everyday how much she is worth but of course she thinks I'm saying it because of pity. I wish I could make her feel wanted. I wish she didn't feel this way. Suddenly her loud whimpers dropped down to an inaudible tone and I sighed in relief knowing she was a little better.
"They keep on arguing for no reason and my Mom won't stop taunting me about it. They see how it hurts me but they continue to do it. I don't know how I could last any longer. I miss my old life. The one where I was actually happy." She said solemnly with her emotions on her sleeve. I rubbed her head gently and kissed the top of her forehead gingerly.
"I promise you it will get better. Why won't you believe me when I say this?"
"Because when you see hope I see the opposite. My life is nothing but a disappointment so why bother to keep faith. I can't." In that moment I felt her pain wave over me and I could feel it. I could feel what she was feeling. It killed me seeing her like this. I can't keep on letting her go on like this. I yearned for her to get better but it was useless. I continued to caress her and pamper her with kind words but none of it worked. I even cried a little when she did. I knew why I felt this way but I didn't want to share the reason why. The gloomy daylight sky made the mood more eerie and darkened, perfectly fitting the atmosphere around us.
I try to ask my Mom and Dad for help with Loren but they don't even know what I can do. I'm tired of seeing her like this. I want to extinguish all her insecurities, worries, and doubts.
But how would I do that?
Did it suck? A lot more will be explained in the next chapter just giving you a little taste of the story. Please reviews and sorry for grammatical errors. Have a great you all:)Oh yeah this is based off the song By My Side by Cassidy Ford.
Sincerely,
Bianca