Author's Notes: I think I just created a new form of literature... ^^
The underlined words are lyrics from the song Love Song performed by The Cure. The italics are thoughts that came into my mind and correspond to the respective lyrics.
These are Gokudera's thoughts/sentiments/emotions towards Tsuna.
I strongly advice you to listen to the song so that you can really get the feeling of it.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again...
I can feel it Jyuudaime...
In every inch of my body, in every cell of my organism, I can sense it with all being...
This long forgotten nostalgia... This sweet familiar melody...
When your lips echo sounds, when your laughter brightens my soul...
I can feel it...
...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again...
As if I am what I always ought to be...
As if I finally completed the song she had taught me playing...
As if your whispers can match with my heart's beats...
Let me be engulfed in your presence...
...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again...
You magically transform my weaknesses to beautiful attributes.
You magically convert my faults to thoughtless deeds.
How can you alter my feelings with just a single smile?
How can you eliminate my misery with just a single gaze?
...
However far away, I will always love you...
However long I stay, I will always love you...
Whatever words I say, I will always love you...
I will always love you...
If I avoid spelling the words, forgive me for my foolish pride is getting the best out of me...
If I refuse to stare into your eyes, avoid me because I can barely restrain myself...
If you see me walking away, don't chase me because I'll tearfully fall on my knees...
If I die while protecting you, accept it... for it will be the loudest declaration of my feelings.
...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again...
All these boundaries that forces us under control...
All these limits that sneer at our abilities...
All these confines that abuse our emotions... you make them all fall apart...
You eliminate every obstacle...
...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again...
I stopped wondering what I am doing here with you...
I stopped worrying whether I drag you in the ebony of my heart... I know I can't...
It's impossible for your naiveness has caused redemption in my soul...
It's unthinkable for your happiness has forced euphoria into my brain...
It'd be in vain if I ever tried to foul you...
It'd be in vain for you manage to make me pure...
Only you... Only you...
...
However far away, I will always love you...
However long I stay, I will always love you...
Whatever words I say, I will always love you...
I will always love you...
My feelings finally come to this Jyuudaime...
No sadness, no happiness... Not even pain or glee...
All the things you make me feel can only be composed in one word; one emotion...
One that contains all the others; yet nothing at all.
I'd be a silly man if I dared to spell it out loud.
I'd be a complete fool if I thought these words would change our lives.
I know they can't Jyuudaime...
For, words are nothing but spoken fears... We pronounce them, hoping they'll retreat from our minds.
...So how can I eliminate this sweet rapture from my system?
How can I even deny it, and try to dispel its ecstatic bliss from my heart?
No matter how painful it is, I can't discard it... I can't whisper it... I can't reveal it... I can't disguise it...
I can't... For only you - ...
Only you...