Alrighty, this is my first shot of a fanfic on here, and I'm a little nervous, so plz, no flammers. I dedicate this fic to Spirit Fox22, who has been a great friend, and has supported me in all my feelings. Oh, and thx for introducing me to yyh and the hxk couple!!! ^-^

Disclaimer: I don't own yu yu hakusho, or any anime for that matter. If i did, i wouldn't have time to sit here and write fan fics.

Ok, so here it goes, my first hxk fan fic. . .

*Kurama's POV*

I started my day lost in thought, my heart and my head were sore, all because of the deep secret I held inside.

Hiei, the strange demon I've known since that one fateful when he tracked me down was all I thought about these days. After all these years, I had grown feelings for him.

Call me gay, sick, whatever. None of that mattered to me. I loved another man, and I guess I was proud of it.

Hiei came towards me later that evening as I was lost in thought on the sidewalks of uptown. My heart pounded when I saw him, but I was happy he was there. "Fox, let's get out of here. It reaks too strongly of ningen," he said, taking a step in front of me, expecting me to follow him.

I smiled. I was happy to go anywhere alone with Hiei.

The sun was just setting as I followed Hiei to the pier. "This is better, there's no frikken ningen here," Hiei remarked, putting his back against the railing by the water.

The sun behind him made the short demon look even more attractive, and i found myself staring. "What's the matter fox? You're staring like a love-struck ningen girl," he said, giving me an awkward look. I could feel my cheeks turn red, and I rushed to think of an excuse.

"It's nothing Hiei, I was staring at the sunset behind you, it's so beautiful," I quickly replied. I wanted Hiei to know I had feelings for him, more than just friends, but it was hard to find the words to say it.

How do you tell a guy you want to be his gay lover? Trust me, it isn't easy. Of course, I ran the risk of him being straight, and that would break my heart.

Hiei glanced over his shoulder at the sky, squinting as the sun shone in his eyes, well, two of them anyway. The setting sun highlighted his facial features beautifully, and again I stared. At least this time he wouldn't be suspicious.

I walked over and leaned on the railing to stare at the sunset. Really, I was just using it as an excuse to stand beside Hiei.

This is when I decided I was going to tell him. I was going to tell him tonight. . .Perhaps at my house that night.

So there it is, chapter one of my fan fic. I hope you liked it so far. Plz send me some reviews to tell me what you think!!!