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Losing Me

Bella is a hopeless romantic. Reading romance novels waiting for her prince to finally come true. What happens when she meets Edward, her prince? Bella tries to get him to notice her. Her best friend Alice helps her. Will Edward and Bella be together?

Finally, I finished Wruthing Heights for the tenth time, and it gets better every time. When I read it, I always wait for my knight to pop out of the damn book and take me away, but that never happens. No matter how hard I try. But I guess happily ever after doesn't happen to everyone.

Well except for Alice of course. She has her knight, Jasper. He really is something though. They are like meant for each other, it's kind of scary. Alice is like a teenager, but a child at heart, always full of spunk and what not. Jasper is super calm and doesn't seem to mind. That girl drives me off the wall sometimes though, with her shopping and Bella Barbie.

Ugh, I've never told her this, but I kind of enjoy her little dress up. When she is done with me I look like someone out of Vogue, it's unnatural. She has a talent and she wastes it on me. She tells me all the time that I'm beautiful and that this school year all the boys are going to drool when they see me. I hope she's right.

Alice gave me a whole wardrobe change and everything. Cut my hair, taught me to put make-up on, and clothes, boy oh boy, do I have clothes. I just hope she's right. I'm waiting for the right guy to sweep me off my feet.

When I look at Alice and Jasper, the way they look at each other, it makes my heart ache for something like they have. It's truly adorable.

I sighed and set my book on my nightstand, switching off my lamp. I rolled over trying to get comfortable, and then pondered what my first day at high school would be like. Being a junior and all, I know what it's like, but this is junior year. Everything happens this year.

At least I hope it does for me. Sleep enveloped me in a matter of minutes, and I dreamt of the man that would hold me in his loving arms.

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I awoke with the wind and rain pounding against the window in my room. I sat up, yawned, and looked at the clock. It was almost eight! I was going to be late for my first day. I jumped out of bed, took a quick shower, and brushed my teeth.



I dried my hair and straightened it—Alice said to—and put on clothes. I ran down the step tripping on the last two. I grabbed a granola bar and went to the truck.

Jamming my keys into the ignition, I tried to start it. That stupid truck would not start! It bogged and backfired, but didn't turn on. I banged my head on the steering wheel.

"This is so not happening" I muttered. A tap on my window made me jump all the way over to the passenger seat, and scream; by the way.

I saw an overly excited Alice outside of my window jumping like a rabbit. Did I forget to mention that Alice and Jasper are vampires? Well there you have it. Their families have been for centuries. And those two happen to come across each other. (A.N: Everyone else knows the details, so do I have to explain?)

Reaching over to unlock the door she pounced inside.

"Bella! You look awful!" I snorted at her remark; she could be a mean little vixen.

"Sorry Alice, I woke up a little late and didn't have time. You're even lucky I did my hair. I was going to forget about it. But I thought of you." I smiled warmly at her, and she melted. My smiles are her weaknesses. She grasped me in an embrace,

"Aw, Bella you're too thoughtful. But really I have to get you in something better." She stated and dragged me out of the truck and in one swift motion, I was back in my room, starting all over again.

When she was done with me I was in a black collared shirt with white polka-dots, slightly ruffled. Black fitted pants clung low on my hips. Black pointed boots accompanied the outfit. My hair was half up and down, ringlets falling on my shoulders.

"Whoa, Alice" I breathed. She was jumping up and down and squealing in delight.

"I knew you'd love it." I snorted at that. Of course she new, she probably had a vision.

"Oh, I know the perfect thing to top this dessert up." She winked at me and was gone. I sighed; I wanted to be like her. She was everything and more that I wanted to be. I hated the fact that I was a stupid human. I just wanted to be a vam—

"Found it!" Alice sang as she glided over to me carrying something long and black in her hands. I eye-balled it, a coat?

"No, silly, a trench coat." She said as if she had read my mind. I smiled and took it out of her hands to put it on.

The creature I saw in front of me was not Isabella Marie Swan. This creature screamed 'Hey, look at me, I'm beautiful' while the normal me…didn't. I contemplated weather or not go to school today.



"Oh, you're going to school, missy!" Alice exclaimed as she dragged me out of the house and into the backseat of her Porsche. Jasper was currently occupying the passenger seat.

"Hey Jazz," I said

"Hello Bella, how are you this morning?" Jasper and I are good friends, well good enough to have laughs and all. He has known me since the beginning of high school. I don't know what I would have done without him. He always kept me calm, and he was always the person I wanted to talk to when I had a problem. He was there for me when I needed him. He's like the brother I never had—well except Emmett of course. But I hadn't seen Emmett in a while. So me and Jasper have gotton closer.

"Oh, you know," I said and winked at him, he just chuckled. I looked out the window, green was rushing by and now and then color would pop out. I sighed and looked at Alice and Jasper. I noticed they were having a conversation in shushed murmurs.

"Hey! Just because I'm human doesn't mean you can have conversations without me!" I exclaimed. They both laughed and nodded. They didn't say anything for a moment, until Alice spoke,

"Bella, you're going to be happy when I tell you this,"

"Emmett and Rosalie are visiting!" Jasper finished for her. I squealed and jumped up and down. Well, that was awkward. I've never done that before, I felt like Alice.

"Oh, really! When do I get to see them?"

"After school, they wanted to come down and visit their favorite human." Alice smiled and continued driving.

"Also, one of Carlisle's good friends is coming to," Jasper said. I gave him a questioning look, wondering who it was.

"What's his name?" Alice and Jasper exchanged looks, and then smiled.

"Edward."

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