This takes place after Frost Bite and I'm writing this as if Rose couldn't get over Dimitri trying to make Tasha make him forget Rose and Rose ended up falling for Adrian, but that doesn't mean Dimitri is through with Rose *smiling deviously* lol. So this is like going to pretty much be my own Shadow Kiss. The the plot will be all mine and will all be coming from me, but the characters obviously belong to the amzing Richelle Mead. I hope you like it...REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW ;-] Oh yeah and it's in Rose's POV

I was at practice with Dimitri and it was 6:45. He had canceled practice for a few weeks after Mason died, then he postponed it even more. He was being pretty immature, I mean it's not like I was completely oblivious to how awkward everything was between the two of us. Ever since coming back from the ski resort everything was weird. Dimitri had started, I guess you could pretty much say dating Tasha Ozera. I guess he wasn't techniquely dating her, but it was close enough. And I had more or less been dating Mason, but while we were there I met Adrian Ivashkov. At first I kind of couldn't stand him, but after getting to know him I started to develop a crush on him and Dimitri wasn't exactly diminishing those feelings with how much he was puching me away and aggravating me the entire time we were at the resort. After a while of being ignored by Dimitri I really started to fall for Adrian.

When we got back to the Academy, Dimitri talked to me about everything that had happened. He said that even though he was acting like he was totally into Tasha, he was really in love with me and he wasn't going to go off and be with her. He told me he wanted to be with me, but at the same time he couldn't be due to complications. Of course I still loved him too, but Adrian was who I wanted to be with at that time--at this time--and I had to tell Dimitri that. He took it with a straight face, but I could see the hurt in his eyes. It hurt me too, but sometimes when you come to a crossroad in your life you have to choose what's better for you even if it hurts you and even if it hurts someone else. You just have to do it. Ever since then it's like Dimitri can barely even be around me, let alone talk to me and train me.

"Rose, pay attention." Dimitri said harshly, breaking me out of my reverie.

"Sorry."

"It's fine, just pay more attention from now on. Got it?" He sounded so mean. He never talked to me like this before. I didn't realize my being with Adrian would upset him this much, or make him react like this.

We didn't talk for the rest of the practice. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. Our practice's had been like this since we started them back up two weeks ago. I just can't get over the way he looks at me. It's like I'm a traitor or something. I don't think that is being fair at all because he's the one that went off and drooled over Tasha, he's the one who said we could never be together, he's the one who hurt me first so he has no right to act the way he is especially since he's the one who is suppose to be the mature one. God, and I'm still hung up on him which isn't fair to Adrian, Dimitri, or me. Sometimes being a guardian just isn't fair.

"Hey Little Dhampir." It was Adrian. I didn't exactly want to see him at the moment. Not with the things on my mind.

"Hey Adrian." He pulled me up to him and gave me a quick peck on the lips.

"Something's wrong, I can tell by the look in you eyes." He said worriedly.

"Nothing, I'm fine."

"No your not." He argued.

"I have to get to class." I told him. Trying to wiggle out of it.

"Fine, but I'm going to let this go." He said as I went into my class. He had a worried look in his eyes.

I went and sat in my desk in the middle of the room. It was right next to Lissa so maybe I would be able to get her to come over to my room later and we could talk about everything. I had told Lissa about everything with Dimitri and me pretty soon after Adrian and I got together. I figured I what the hell it's not going anywhere so why not? she can keep a secret.

"Hey Lissa do want to come over to my room later? I really need to talk to you." I told my best friend as she sat down next to me.

"Yeah, of course. What do you need to talk about." She asked. I could tell she was concerned.

"I'll tell you then. Come over around eight, okay?"

"Yeah." Class started right after she said that.

God school is so boring. I spent the entire class doodling and thinking about my dramatic love life. I love having classes with Lissa becuase if I'm not paying attention and get called on to answer a question I could just see what she is thinking then go back to not listening. It's great.

The rest of the day passed by pretty damn slow. I guess that's usually the case when you're having a suck ass day. My afternoon practice with Dimitri was rather interesting. Okay it was way fucking more than intersting and boy did it piss me off. I couldn't believe he would do this to me.

"Rose, can we talk?" He asked me as I was getting ready to leave.

"Yeah, sure." I said that, but I didn't really want to.

"Okay, look I haven't exactly handled things with us very well."

"Oh? Ya think?" I inturrupted.

"Yeah, so I was wondering if you could forgive me for how I've been acting?"

I didn't answer.

"Can you?" He asked again.

"I don't know Dimitri. You hurt me."

"And you don't think you hurt me, Rose?"

"You hurt me first. And when you hurt me it wasn't even real. I do love Adrian, but you never loved Tasha the way you led on."

"Rose that's not fair."

"No you're not fair."

"Rose we can't even be together."

"Exactly! So why are you acting like this when it doesn't matter anyways?" I threw at him.

"Well it's not like you and Adrian are going to end up together forever either."

"You don't know that."

"Please he's a royal Moroi. What do you expect to happen?"

"I don't know. I'm seventeen, I'm not exactly thinking about forever right now."

Then he kissed me. And oh God it was a kiss. It was like the lust charm all over again. I kissed him back too which I really should not have done. He pushed me up against the gym wall as his hand snaked through my hair. I had my arms wrapped around his neck. I pulled away gasping and shocked. I couldn't believe I just did that let alon him. Oh yeah I definately need to talk to Lissa now.

"You shouldn't have done that." I said. I left the gym before he could reply. There was still three hours left until Lissa was coming over to my room. Oh, great.

Oooh well now Rose and Adrian need to have something hot happen between them, well if you guys want me to keep writing this. If you do want me to you know the drill...REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW;-] Oh and if you don't know about it check out my other fanfic Dimitri's Side, it's Vampire Academy from Dimitri's POV.