Sam was trying to focus on his research on sightings on Lucifer's son, but he just couldn't. Too many things have happened, and too many lives have been lost. And it doesn't help that Dean has been hiding in his room all the freaking time.
Sam sighed and looking away from the computer screen. He just couldn't do this right now, it was too hard and he didn't want to let go of the people he lost.
First, there was Crowley and his mother, both huge bitches but Rowena didn't deserve to die like that and Crowley willingly died for him and his brother. So he will never forget that, especially since a demon did it.
Eileen died too, and that almost hurt him the most. Sam adored her and really wished that something came of their relationship but, nothing ever could and that practically stabbs him in the heart.
And they lost Cas, and Sam could tell that Dean was taking it really hard. He always knew those two were really close so he felt really bad for Dean. But just because those two were close, doesn't mean that Sam was broken about Cas's death either. He was his friend too, and he also can't belive he's gone.
Then there is their mother, Mary. Sam hated what happened to her, it was unfair that she would die in that different world without her son there for her. Sam shook that thought off, he couldn't think of her pain, yet he couldn't stop thinking about it.
Sometimes Sam wonders why he still does this, that it would be easier if he just ended it all right then and there. But then he thought of Dean, he could and wouldn't do that to him and Sam knew that everyone who has died that cared about him and his brother, would want him to keep moving, no matter how hard it is.
So Sam kept on doing his research, For them, do it for them...
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Hours passed and Sam still was doing his research, when Dean showed up with a beer bottle in his hand. Sam looked up at his brother, confused as Dean sat down across from him on the table started to do some research.
Sam chuckled and the two kept going and going and going, for them.
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I know this was extremely short but I honestly didn't know what else to say.
-The Baagel Child