Drip
Summary – The story of Lissa.. and how she dealt with everything
This is just a random one shot that occurred to me during Biology (I totally missed the explaining part of cytoplasm.. but yeah this is WAY higher on my priorities.)
She sometimes regretted the fact that she could hide it so well. Only Rose knew. And there was no one else for her. She wondered where she would have been if she hadn't bought Rose back to life.
The world was not a wish-granting factory, she thought.
She regretted it.
And thus, she justified it.
She hated it. It went totally against her nature.
It dripped like tears from above.
But it was necessary. It was her sole support- The fact that she was in control of herself.
It was her turn today.
She wasn't what they wanted her to be. She couldn't, and wouldn't change – for anyone.
'No one' chanted her soul.
She would have done anything to be perfect. But she wasn't – and no one had the right to criticize her for what she was, and what she wasn't.
'No one' they chanted
She craved the idea. She cherished it. But a part of her still broke every time she thought about it. Rose wouldn't be happy. But she was doing it for everyone's good.
They glinted in the harsh light.
She wished she could change. She wished for something, anything, perhaps a miracle. She knew she was grasping at straws here.
They laughed. Their maniacal laughs crumbling her into pieces.
Why? Rose asked.
They lied and cheated.
She shook her head. No one would understand.
The light went out
She would never tell them.
She disappeared.
And they would never understand. She wiped away her tears with a heavy heart.
They had ended it
She didn't have any reason not to. There was no one. There was nobody. There was nothing.
It was her choice.
She had lost them, and they had lost her.
Perhaps this is a little depressing? Okay so one favour (if you have a little bit of time at hand), please go back and read the normal lines, and then scroll back and read the italicized lines. Make more sense? Well that's probably because that's the way I wrote it.
So perhaps you get the thinly veiled arrow pointing to Lissa's self harming tendencies. I just want to say, whatever happens, you can contact me if you feel depressed. I'm always free and ready to help. Personally, I know how bad it can be. Always remember that there are people backing you.
Stay happy (and perhaps make me happy by reviewing/favouriting)