Doom from the start
Disclaimer: Do I look like an Eric, no I don't therefore I do not own.
It wouldn't be until two months after his wife death, before he stop constantly seeing her in his oldest child face, not because he had stop looking like Mary, but because he had seen that look before in the face of a stranger he meet in 1973 in a dinner. For a moment, just for one moment the thought that Mary had meet years later with the stranger and cheated on him entered his mind, and he got angry, but then he realized that Dean could be an alien, a monkey, or a kid and as long as he was Marys' he would love him the same.
It wouldn't be until Dean was 12 and Sammy was 8 that he would realize that he had destroyed every dream that he and Mary had, had for their sons. It wouldn't be until that moment, when the shritka had attack Sammy, and he had taken out his fear and anger on Dean, that he would realize that he had destroyed his oldest child, childhood and innocence. That he was raising a soldier and in the process had destroyed the fire that had once grace Dean's green eyes. The next day while looking at his oldest child face, he once again saw the face of that stranger, who carried the same name as his child.
It wouldn't be until the demon possessed him that he would see that Dean not only looked like the stranger, but that he was the stranger that he had meet. It wouldn't be until that moment, when the demon showed him what Dean had told Samuel, that he would see how much his quest had cost his son. Because in that moment he would realize that he was no better than the demon that was using his body that they both had chosen Sam, and to hell with the consequences. It would not be until that moment that he would see that Mary and he had been doom from the start, and that Dean had been the sacrificial lamb that had paid for their sins.
THE END.
A/N: Sorry if the ages and the names are wrong a friend borrow my first season DVDs. Also this is my first SPN fic, let me know what you think.