I gave up my life once to save him and I would do it again to have him back. I just want the old Luke that I once knew. I always thought I could somehow save him. I need to save him. But I don't think that will be possible anymore. I pray to the gods every night. I won't give up hope on him. I know somewhere inside his heart no matter how cold it is now. I know that somewhere there is a part of him that still cares about me. He says that he doesn't care about me anymore and that I was only a burden to him. But I know that there wasn't a scintilla of truth in what he said. I know him better then that. Of all men, my Luke had to let me down. He speaks harsh and vile words but even though I know he doesn't mean all of it. It still hurts me to hear it come out from his mouth. Every time I remember his scarred face I break down on the inside but I keep it quiet. No one will understand how I feel. There was such a strong bond between us two and it's something that cannot be recreated with just anyone. His words shatter me into a million of tiny shards of glass and when I try to pick them up to mend myself I always get cut in the process. No one will ever be able to mend me. He might as well take Backbiter and pierce it through my heart. Just end me now… nothing is more agonizing then having the one you love betray you. You guided my heart to paradise but now it's been mislead. I am broken beyond repair. And these are the true words of a broken soul.
But I can't dwell on the past
This isn't me.
I have to fight back…
He's out trying to manipulate us now along with other Half-Bloods. He's a cold person. But I can be colder…