TEARS
This is the first time I knew what the word scared meant.
I didn't feel like living anymore, just a frightening life that is dragging me through this cycle. My brain is telling me to end my life right now.
But then I think of all the promises I made to her, all the dreams she wanted me to achieve .I really don't know what I should do. I feel like I am the one who is carrying the burden of the whole world. I myself feel like a burden, that's what I am.
But somewhere something is telling me not to think so, not to lose hope.
That is when I get the news I have been dreading for years the death of my sister. But the news does not come the way I thought it would
"Anna"
The world strikes me as a blow. My world has shattered. Anna is gone, leaving me to pick up the pieces.
My life was a mess. I was miserable but still happy.
But now it felt like Anna has taken all the happiness and the laughter with her. She has sucked the life out of me.
I just feel the slight movement of the knife on my wrist. I feel blood on my hand. I see it fall to the floor, so much blood. I feel a shiver going through my back, feel my legs give away under me, I fall. Then the darkness comes.
I go happily into the arms of death, ready to meet my sister again.