Hello everyone this is my first fanfiction ever and this thought kind of just popped into my head so I thought I'd put it on "paper"! I hope you like it and review so I know how I am doing! Thanks for reading!

Disclaimer: I do not own The Good Wife or any of the characters!

Ps: This is in Alicia's POV

I'm sitting at a luncheon about to die of boredom when Eli comes to tell me that I have a phone call. I ask if it can wait but secretly hope that it can't so that I can get out of this thing. When my wish comes true I am relieved but I start to get worried with his tone of voice and the way he is looking at me, like I am a kicked puppy.

As I get up and follow him I start to get even more worried when I see who the call is from. Kalinda. I now know something is wrong because she would not call me because we never really rekindled our friendship.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Alicia? It's me."

"Yes, Kalinda, I know. What's wrong?"

"There was a shooting in the courthouse… Will has been shot"

I stand there in shock for what feels like an eternity, when Kalinda voice brings me back.

"Alicia? Did you hear me?"

"Yes… I uh yeah I… I'm um... is he going to make it?"

"We don't know for sure yet but it is going to be a close call."

"Okay I will be right there" and I hang up the phone.

I hand Eli back his phone and tell him that I have to go and he nods understanding my situation and says that he will introduce Peter.

I walk as fast as I can to my car and start driving to the hospital. I don't really remember much because I am still in complete utter shock.

Once I get to the hospital it finally hits me like a ton of bricks. I may lose my best friend, my ex-lover, my true love. I sit in the car for 5 minutes sobbing until I put myself back together, because I need to see him right now and see for myself that he is alright.

I run to the hospital and ask the front desk where I can find Will Gardner. While the lady up front is taking her sweet time I see Kalinda down the hall. Without even saying anything to the receptionist I run to Kalinda. When I reach her I hug her, this kind of intimacy is strange to us for when I embrace her she goes a little stiff. But when she realizes we are there for the same reason, our best friend, she loosens and hugs me with just the same amount of force. Once we finally break from out embrace I finally notice Diane. I walk to her and embrace her also. But this embrace is different, I let myself go. I cry into Diane's shoulder while she comforts me. She is the only person that really knew how much Will and I loved each other. She holds me until I stop crying and pull myself together once more.

"Thank you" I say to Diane

"Hey no need to thank me, we are here for the same reason. Okay?"

"Okay" I reply "Do you know what is going on yet?" I ask to Kalinda and Diane

"The only thing that we have heard so far is that 3 bullets hit him. One in his leg, another in his shoulder, and the last in his neck. The one they are having trouble with is the one in his neck. He has lost a lot of blood and they are still in surgery and they are not for sure how long the surgery will take or if he will even make it out alive. We just have to sit back and wait and wish on our lucky stars that he pulls through." Kalinda answers

"I can't live without him" I reply as I start to cry again.