Amu - 15
Yaya - 14
Ikuto - 17
Utau - 16
Rima - 15
Nagihiko - 15
Kukai - 16
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"Amu-chan! Are you up?"
"Hai~!" I yelled
Today, my class was going to the airport on a 'field trip' to the Wonderful World Of Disney for a whole month. Puh-lease. Which junior would want to go to an amusement park, with people dressed in costumes, made for kids? I know I don't, but my parents said that I should go and have fun. Being the obedient one that I am, I said okay. Ami was complaining that she wanted to go with me. My parents said she could go when she turned my age. She did a pout, but didn't say anything else about it the rest of the week.
Anyway, I'm packed and really excited (don't ask why because even I don't know the answer).
I grabbed my cell, my iPod, and my headphones and put them in my pockets. I put on my jacket and walked over to my closet. Once I had opened up my door, I pulled out my laptop case and put it on my shoulder.
'I'm going to miss this place…'
I felt a spec of sadness.
'Hopefully time passes…'
I walked out the door, closing my life behind me…
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"Call as often as you can and don't worry about the bill honey."
"Hai mama."
"E-mail us every morning and every night."
"Hai papa."
I was sitting in the back seat of my papa's car while my papa was driving. Ami was asleep in her seat since we left the house at four am. My plane is leaving the airport at five-thirty, and I had to meet up with my teacher and we had to print our tickets and find our gate.
Papa parked the car next to the luggage carts. He got off and walked over to the machine, put in the amount of money needed, and brought one of the carts to the back of the car. I was still in the car when mama and papa opened up the trunk to get my bags out.
"Ami?" I patted her cheek. "Ami, we're at the airport already. Wakie wakie." I spoke softly.
She started opening her eyes slowly. "Onee…chan…?"
"C'mon."
I unbuckled her and opened my door. She crawled on the seats to me and I picked her up and shut the door behind me.
"Ami-chan, you wanna ride on the cart?"
"Papa? Can I carry her instead?"
My parents looked at one another. Papa nodded and started pushing the cart towards the building.
The four of us were quiet, treasuring our last moments together. It was depressing for all of us, but we tried to keep a conversation and joke with one another. Too bad it wasn't enough…
"Amu dear!" I looked to my right and I saw my teacher dressed in jeans, a black sweat-shirt, sneakers, and a baseball cap. She had a huge grin on her face and she was waving at me. "Ohayo, Amu-chan!"
"Ohayo!" I walked up to her with my mom and Ami.
"Are you ready to go?"
"Yes ma'am!" I smiled
"Good! We're just waiting for Miss Mashiro and then we can get our tickets… unless your dad has them already." She was looking over my head when she had spoken the last part.
"Amu-chan, your ticket is here." He handed me my plane ticket and my passport.
"Arigatou, papa."
"Onee-chan…"
"Hm?" I pulled Ami away from my body and looked at her.
"You're leaving already?"
Looking at her just broke my heart…
She was dressed in a pink sweet Lolita dress with plenty of frills on it. She had her hair down—for a change—and she was wearing a chain with a pink heart that I had given her a couple days ago. She had black, shiny, shoes with thigh high socks that made her look adorable. (Of course I would never admit that to Mama and Papa) She had a little bit of lip gloss on and her cheeks were as pink as always. Her eyes were watery, her voice cracked, and it looked like she was pouting—begging me not to go. How would I ever be able to leave my little sister behind just to enjoy myself while she's so sad? If I did that, I wouldn't be a sister…
I would be a monster…
"I'm afraid she's going, Ami-chan…."
I looked up to see my mama's eyes watery and pink-ish and giving a weak smile to her.
"Onee-chan…:
"Time to go Ami-chan…"
I turned and my papa gave a weak smile as well, and a tear rolled down his cheek.
I wanna stay home…
"Come, Ami…" and mama took her out of my reaching arms.
I wanna stay with Ami…
Mama backed up until she was next to my papa.
"Well, we said our good-byes already, so have a safe trip and come back home to us safely, Amu-chan."
I wanna stay with mama…
"Always remember that we love you, Amu-chan. Ja…"
I wanna stay with papa…
"We'll be taking our leave now so, call us when you land in America."
They bowed and turned around.
I wanna stay with my family…
They walked farther and farther away from me, never looking back.
I wanna be happy with them…
"Daisuki, Onee-chan…" Ami mouthed.
The automatic door opened, and then they were gone.
I wanna be this pure and innocent with them…
I dropped to the floor, and clutched the floor.
I screamed of never had accepted the trip, crying to be with my Ami.
But, unfortunately, these things never last…
I heard voices all around me before the room fell into instant blackness…
Once it was gone, I awoke in a room, I looked out the window, and I knew that I was in California.
And it's hard to change a third time…
A voice was to my left and I turned over.
Sitting on my bed, there was a boy my age looking at me.
I will never be the same again…
I reached for his head and held it, lowering it to mine…
My lips and tongue moved in rhythm with his…
No matter how hard people want me to change…
He was on top of me with my shirt of with an instant, his hand on one mound…
Our lips never parted, as I greedily asked for more; for comfort; for love…
This is me…
My lungs begged for air, my body resisted him, but I didn't care…
He pulled down my pants, and I was his…
And I will never change…