All Alone

Aisha666

I've been alone for so long

I'm not sure what love is

I've been cold for so long

That I shy away from a warm touch

I haven't cried for so long

I think I've forgotten how

I've been fighting for my live for so long

I've forgotten what peace is

I've been wearing a mask for so long

That I've almost fooled myself as well

I've been in pain for so long

I've forgotten what comfort is

I've been dead for so long

I barely feel anymore

I forgot where my home is

I've been used and betrayed for so long

I've almost lost who I am

I hide what I feel so well

I often lose it

I hide so well

No one can see me

I am alone

No one knows me

I don't even know myself anymore

My life has no meaning

But I continue to live

Why?

I ask myself every day

I've been searching all my life

But I still have no answers

Is truly me?

The nameless one

All alone

So very alone

I don't want to be all alone anymore