Disclaimer: Absolutely!...NOT. Not mine. I'm telling you.

A/N: I have nothing against Disney. I love Disney. Just to be clear.:3

-Death09Angel

Prologue

"Life is NOT a Disney Movie."

Life is NOT a Disney Movie. It never was and will never be. Life doesn't start with "Once upon a time" and it won't end with phrases such as "They live happily ever after." Believe me, I know. I know coz I once thought it was like that until I was proven wrong.

What? Where my pessimism did came from? *snort* I am not being pessimistic; I am just barely stating a fact. I should've known seeing the messed up family I have or just by observing, it's pretty obvious really unless you're living in fantasy land like I WAS. You don't really want to believe me? Then ask, if not my mom then my fiancée who had dumped me after our fifteen years of successful relationship. Harsh right? NO. Imagine that feeling tenfold and you would know what harsh truly means. *snicker* Sometimes I tried not to convince myself that it just really plain sucks to be me. I could dream right? But you know what? That's one of the hardest things I ever done in my whole manipulative life. And that is saying something coz my life is anything but easy.

Obviously, as you can see, I am bitter—bitter as hell. Well, sue me for being one but I am so tired of convincing myself that everything will be alright anymore. I am not ten; I should be able to handle the pain and I shouldn't babysit myself.

Crack. Crack. Crack.

I heard my soda can crying as I crushed it little by little. I can't help it; I always want to break something whenever I remember him. He just really makes my blood boil. The ungrateful bastard.

Before, when they say love, the first thing that comes across my mind is definitely him—Ruka Nogi. You see, I'm one of those lucky ones who found their suppose to be other half earlier than normal. As cheesy as it may sound, I've felt love even before I know the true meaning of it. Before I can even manage to describe what it is. I fell in love when I was seven. And now, I can't believe how UNlucky I was that I did.

Okay! I know that I'm Uber mean for erasing Unmasked. But I have my reasons. I'm still alive and yes, I'll be updating Before I Go to Hell SOON. I'm just having some net issues here. To those who don't know me yet. I'm Death09Angel. Nice to meet you. Please review.:D