Everlasting Fear

Running, running as you break for a sprint

Not even stopping, not even for a little hint

Screaming and madness consuming your mind

Not sure what, or where, to hide

Laughing, jumping, screams of joy

Wondering, oh wondering am I just a toy

In the hands of god, "to be played by for fun?"

Not sure what to do, but only to run

Questioning, questioning, the words of god

Not sure if he is our savior, or just a plain fraud

Stopping, only to feel my lungs on the brink of death

But then fall to the ground, in a gasp for breath

Feeling, that I am, of no more, closed my eyes and drifted away

That all that my worries are gone is all I can say

Fell into the depths of the deep lagoon

Sensing that this has all come too soon

Jerked awake by a sudden force

Eyes wide open, my voice has gone hoarse

A great large figure, upon me right now

Staring at me with a large, raised brow

Glancing, up, and all around, only to find myself out of bounds

Into a realm of uncharted grounds

Facing me, myself, in this large, clear reflection

Only to find my own complexion

A ragged face, all sullen and sunk

Seemed to be thrown straight into the dump

All these worries and fear have driven me away

Only to await a new, and worse person than before, welcome to stay

As I gazed upon myself, eyes filled with worry

I decided to stop running away and face it in a hurry

Turning away and gave a sudden glance

Found myself back where I was, and decided to, take a chance