Hey! Honestly, I'm writing because I'm really bored. Also, my poetry has been praised, so I'll write another free-verse poem. This idea's been on my mind for a while, but I put it off. I decided to do it now. And check out the poll on my page. And take a guess who's POV this is in. It's fairly obvious. Don't got much else to say. Hope you like! Oh, BTW, this takes place during the dance in The Claw Prank Redemption.
Nerves flowed through me.
Could I do this?
Of course I could.
I was evil, right?
But why does my heart flutter when I look at him.
Why can't I meet his eyes?
I could say why.
I was going to kill him.
I was going to kill him and like it.
I wouldn't feel doubt, or any grief.
Right?
Well, that was how it was supposed to go.
That was how I was told it had to go.
Or I would die.
But wouldn't that mean I was killing him so I wouldn't die?
Sacrificing him.
Wasn't that the opposite of what I was taught?
Wasn't I taught to sacrifice myself for others?
To be selfless, and brave?
Not a lying coward.
Never.
But villains were different.
Villains shove others under the bus.
And they're happy about that.
And I was, too.
Right?
Why do I feel this doubt?
Why do I question fate and destiny.
As the Annihilator said,
I was weak and sentimental.
I couldn't help it.
I could pretend.
But the masquerade was over.
It was time.
I had to choose what to do.
Lead a life of good or evil.
Good ties you down.
There's expectations, rules, and agreements.
But this somehow brings happiness.
Joy, love, happiness, life.
Spinning in my head.
Evil does what it wants.
Evil can destroy cities with no pity.
But there's no nobility.
You could rot in jail.
You could lead an unhappy life.
Fear, anger, sadness.
Constant feelings in evil.
Always danger, never loved.
Worst of all, was the no love.
Everyone hated you, but villains liked that.
I liked that.
Right?
Right.
Villains didn't need anything.
Villains took care of themselves.
But doesn't that mean no friendship?
Good or Evil.
How could I decide?
What do you know? I actually liked this more than I thought I would. I hope you liked this, too. And, once again, check out my pole. You don't need to read the story it pertains to to vote. I just wanna hear your input! I love writing poetry, because it gives me something to do in a short amount of time. I will continue writing it! Bye.