Unwanted Struggles

A Twilight Fan Fic

WARNING: Though I assure you there are no lemons, there is a lot of romance to come and a few minor sexual acts. Please be responsible if you are offended in anyway by these things, and leave this story :)

This is the first story of Twilght that I've ever written so please please please be open minded.

I do not own any of the characters from Twilight, they are all a figment of Stephanie Meyers wonderful imagination. Any unrecognized characters that are NOT from twilight are made up and I own them. Please do not steal my characters. Enjoy! :)

Chapter One: The unthinkable

Jacobs POV

I stood on the beach in La Push, my bare feet frozen in the sand as I stared into the eyes of my one and only true love. As soon as I had laid my eyes on her a few moments ago, my whole earth shattered and I no longer needed air to survive. I needed her. I knew what had happened. What I had been wishing to happen for the past couple of months. I imprinted on Bella. The way the moonlight shined off her pale skin was gorgeous. The only problem was, her beautiful brown eyes that I had seen so many times were filled with horror rather than love.

"No. Jacob stop!" Bella said as if I could actually stop what was going on, like I could stop loving her. She knew what just happened and the way she looked at me nearly tore my heart to pieces. Her face was agonized. At first, I thought she was literally in pain, but then I realized what the issue was. I imprinted on her, but she was thinking about that bloodsucker. She didn't want me. She wanted him.

"Bella.." I said, secretly loving the way her name rolled off my tongue. I was lost for words. Was I supposed to say sorry?

"Jake. What did you do? I-I love Edward. I can't- we can't be together!" She rose up from the rock she was sitting on. From the sound of her voice, I could tell that the tears were coming. I couldn't believe all this was over that leech. If she wasn't absolutely perfect for me then I wouldn't have imprinted on her. I didn't understand how it happened though. I had seen her plenty of times before and I didn't imprint on her. But I didn't care how it happened. We were destined to be together, obviously.

"Bells, This is how it's suppose to be. I love you- No. I'm in love with you. You're suppose to choose me and not him. I can give you everything. I could kiss you, without having to worry about crushing your skull between my hands! Can you even kiss that corpse properly?"

"Jake. I don't love you like that. I can't love you like that. This is not how it's suppose to be! I have to go. Now." She turned and half ran to her truck. Of course with Bella being Bella, she tripped over nothing and landed palms and knees down in the sand.

"Bella!" I ran toward her as she tried to stand up. I wrapped my hands around her upper arms and pulled her close to my body into a warm hug. Though she was probably upset with me, this is what she needed – this is what I needed. To feel her petite body in my arms, to know that we were going to get through this.

"Jake. I-I'm sorry." She shook her head and sobbed into my bare chest. "This. Us cannot happen. I love Edward too much. I'm in love with Edward. Not you."

"You're lying!" I nearly shouted but then quickly regretted it when she tried to take a step back from me. I hugged her tighter and tried to sound calm. "You're in love with me too, Bella." Before the words even left my mouth she was shaking her head. In denial.

"Let go, Jake. Let me go home to think." I sighed and dropped my arms from her.

"Sure, sure."

She turned and started to walk carefully to her truck.

Thats when we saw headlights coming toward the beach.

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